Saturday, September 24, 2005
Understanding?
Do parents really understand everything? do thay know what we teens want?
I doubtr they do... all the more if they say they do.... accusing me of not doing my work? i m catching up with my work here man... i just came back from a camp n got more catching up to do then u will ever know..... but who cares?
I think i have gotten so used to insults that i have become numb... but who knows? i feel like crap most of the time... but who knows? My parents don't... but do thay read this blog? My dad maybe but my mom? no way... she probably too bz.... even for her own kids...
Man... I lost the other half of this blog thanks to some lousy error? wher m i to get my expressions from after i have used them all up? i will probably stp here as i want to turn in early due to a flu... if my tireness beats my insomia...(Is that how it's spelt?)....
Monday, September 19, 2005
Back To Business...
I m back from my outward bound camp...
Was it fun? I enjoyed it alot.... Now i miss it.... Who would miss me if i was at camp anyway? it was more fun there n i felt better treated there also... But good things never last long... have to get back to life... the way things was... except knowing u can now face it with renewed strength.
The camp just taught me to look at things from a different perspective... I MUST GO ON TO THE END!!!!
no matter how hard a time i m having, i must keep on enduring... how? well... by just enduring.... What else can say? ( n who bothers to read this blog anyway?)
Well... that probably all i got for today... So till next time.... ( u know wat i m about to say rite so i shall spare u the agony)...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
It was an intersting boring week...
Can i use both interesting and boring this way? It still semms to make sense any way so where shall i begin from? i spent most of the week at home. That was the boring part. The interesting part was probably the same thing...
This few days have been just mainly going to school and sleeping at home... parents didn't allow me out much... thanks to that oral exam on wednesday...."U will be too tired..." thingy.... But how m i to study for oral? I just talk and talk n talk.... N i don't want to end up like my mother too.... thanks to this, i missed watching that movie with my friends....
Interesting thinsg was probably i visited my primary school with parents, not because of me but because of my little brother... He got 6 stitches on this pinky due to some incident in school... my mom went there to complain to the principal.... wanted the whole family to follow along to support her.... HOW ON EARTH R WE 2 DO THAT? U just made me go back to school so u could complain? My primay school teacher was so surprised that i was the brother of the kid that got the stitches on his finger...
That all for this week... can i say any thing more? i don't hink so... wish i could though.... how m i to do that? Hope time will tell.....
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Interesting Stuff, Even If It is An Insult....
Everything around me seems interesting.... i m not included...
Just look around, the world is full of things, positive or negative, interesting in their own way...
just for example, a comment i got today " Kelvin, u 'cool' factor is 10 times of that of Wei Jin. N Wei Jin has a 'cool' factor that is negative..." For those who don't know negative numbers, lets just say it get more negative when multiplyed by a positive number. Insulting it was, but i just can't help laughing over it...
Amazingly, i discovered that i cannot work well with someone that is too good with emotions. IT just distracts me too much. this kind of people like attention n i can't help giving them attention no matter how hard i try to ignore it.... This was just discovered 2 days ago anyway... Kinda new for me...
I keep wondering how people manage to write such long posts for their blogs... how can i keep up with them? How can i compare to them? How i can i be as good or better than them? Hope this come with time.... So till next time....
