Back And Fro

BACK AGAIN TO BLOG!!! Haven't touched here in a long time... I guess the previous post was too long and thus didn't have the energy to blog after that for a while... XD

Yesterday had skating. The beginners(us) learned a little about urban-ing. And all we did was skate down a slope. BUT most of us fell... Probably cause we weren't used to it and we still didn't know how to brake properly... Most of us probably went home with one sort of injury or another... The more advanced skaters really urban-ed around the school, as in outside. I once thought ShuWen injured ans asked her if she was ok, then the only reply i got was, "KELVIN! Why you keep changing your hair??" =.='''

Hmm... Nothing much to blog about now i guess... So still next time, see yah around!!

Finally Back Home And Settled Down... For The Moment At Least...

HEY!!! I'm finally back home and thrown back into my busy schedule. Lets see... I just settled most of my online homework, so i should have left only my project to settle... And that should be settled by this Friday when i meet up with the rest of my group members... And now i can finally blogged about my past few days...

Lets start from the beginning... Last Thursday was the start of YaYA(Youth and Young Adult) camp in my church. And since i was part of the planning committee in charge of logistics with my friend Ming Ci, we were very busy... Every night for 2 nights of the camp i slept probably slightly less then 2 hours...

First day was at Bethel Presbyterian Church. It was near my house but my mom didn't want me to go back home to bath... We had some simple games that were interesting... An example was us having to form a Chinese bible verse using words taken from Chinese newspapers and magazines.And we also mad salad. My group had the most simplest salad but it was nice ok...
I spent most of the second day at East Coast as i was part of the team that had to be there early to book a place for the campers at night. It was boring as all we had to do was just pitch up tents and wait for the rest of the campers to arrive after a programme which will lead them to East Coast. We arrived at East Coast at around 11am, tents were up by 1:30pm, then lunch for us only arrived an hour later. Imagine both Ming Ci and i talking about what kind of food to expect in that 1 hour... Oh yah, when we reached East Coast, it was raining quite heavily. But it stopped in time for us to set up the tents. And after it stopped, there was a double rainbow. I missed the first one, as both appeared one after another. Double blessing? Yeah. IT was liek a sign to show us that the camp will go on smoothly. Thank God.

The campers only arrived around 7-8pm. And all i had to do was just relax. But guess what? Relax ain't exactly part of my dictionary... And i was walking all over the place just looking for something to do... Then soon was the BBQ which i didn't ate much as my throat wasn't fully recovered yet. Then night came. Me being me, couldn't relax and was awake most of the night. I walked around, stared at the stars until the clouds covered them, walked with my CG group members all the way to 7-Eleven, which was quite far away, and back again, talkign about anything under the sun, or you could say moon and stars.

Then came the last day. Most of us were up early to see a sun rise, but it ended up to cloudy to see anything, but it was still quite a nice sight.

After then we went back to to Bethel for a short break before the rest of the programmes t wrap up the camp. During that break, i went home to eat breakfast and BATHE!!! YEAH. So while everybody was asleep, i was enjoying myself. XP Ha... Then after that we had a talk about looking good which actually convinced me to go for a hair cut cos my hair was already quite long... Minda saw it last Monday. Now, my hair probably need a little bit more touching up before i am going to look better...

After breaking camp, i went to the barber as it was along the way back home. Right after reaching home, I had to start packing for a trip to Malaysia the following day... Talk about cramp timetable... It was as the church leaders are having a retreat and my dad was going so my whole family came along. So i couldn't rest that night but i decided to blog a little before i knocked out and thus my previous post appeared.

Then the next day i was in church before i slept most of the way to Malacca. Not exactly a habit of mine as i never really sleep during the day. I guess i really knocked out then. After reaching Equatorial Hotel over there, I settled into my room all alone as my room mate will only be coming the next day. We then had a short service before dinner and the theme talk of the day before bed.

The bunch of us younger people(I purposely didn't use the word kids) didn't had to attend most of the talks so see how much time we had... However in the end, we still had to attend most of the talks even though some of the content was a little too hard of those younger ones to understand. Oh well... At least i got to spent 10rm all to myself... But in the arcade only... Wanted to buy something couldn't find something that caught my eye...

The whole trip was 3 days 2 nights... Unfortunately for me, i fell sick on the second night and had to go to bed early... Probably caught something in the shopping mall when i was there that afternoon... Then i heard i missed out on some games the younger lot off us played until 5 in the morning... Oh well, at least i was at my 100% for the rest of that day anyway... While they were nodding of all over the place... XD

After that we then went back home. Along the way, we stopped by this shop which sold all kind of snacks. Outside i we saw this tree called Malacca tree. Don't believe me?? See the picture.

I guess the trip was for the family to relax also, but me being me, like my mom, couldn't relax properly. But i think i relaxed more then her cause you could see she was very tensed through out the whole trip. Looks like i still relax better then her...

These six days has been busy, fun, exhausting and reflective at the same time. I guess i may have figured out somethings. Did my head head become clearer?? I hope so. At least i know one thing for sure: I'm never alone, cause Jesus is always with me. And without him, nothing i do can actually be done properly. (:

Now thats what i call a long post... That should be enough for now... See yah next time!!

Dazed And More Dazed...

Just came back from my church camp today... Will updates details some other time when i am less tired... Why tired? I had only around 4-5 hours of sleep the past 2 night, and i am going overseas tomorrow again.. Why did i have so little sleep?? Erm... cause i was part of the planning team in charge of logistics and when i do a job, i threw away the word "relax" from my dictionary... Wait, Did i even have such a word there in the first place?? XD

Ah... I'm going to go pack my bag soon before i concuss on my bed... And i am already starting to see things further then i know they are... Dazed... Oh well, i better finish my stuff as soon as possible... See yah next time!!

Its Regrettable That I Am Regreting The Regretted

Sorry about the title, just wanted to play around a little with words and that was what i ended up with. Hey, i just regretted putting up regrettable title! Ok, that was lame... Oh well, i guess this blog post is also going to be something like the title in the sense that it probably ain't going to make much sense. What i do best yeah??

Hmm... I just decided that blog on impulse. Why? Just felt like it. So i guess this post is going to be just crap i guess. Maybe i am going to regret doing this post later, maybe not. Am i regretting doing some of the stuff i did in the past? I think so. But i guess it is no use regretting now, Since it is already over. Regretting doesn't solve it or makes the situation any better. I've been telling some people that it is no use regretting over something that has already happened, but try their best to not let such a regrettable experience happen again. Not that i haven't been following the my own advice, but sometimes its hard not to regret. Especially when some memories are stirred up randomly by some random incidents...

Look like MSN isn't allowing me to sign in at the moment... Oh well, i got to go already anyway. See yah around!!

Flu Away On My Birthday...

WHATS UP PEOPLE!!! Long time no blog, thought i gone?? I guess i has been busy the pass few days as i wanted to stay away from the computer when i could as i had been using it alot and i had a few class tests a few days back. And nest week will be my common test already...

Oh well, i will be posting up some photos i took with my phone recently... And you shoudl know i take crap photos... XD

The BEST looking food in my school as far as i know. Called KAKI FUYONG. YEAH.

I took this pic before my German class. Guess i was bored and wanted to do something dumb... XD

Some of the canteens in my school Whatever also don't have, then don't have Anything... Choosing drink very difficult at those canteens lah...

I twisted my ankle 2 Sundays ago playing captains ball at my church... Thus i ended up as the captain for the rest of the games and only coming down when necessary to limp around...

Did this during my plastic moulding lesson recently. Did i do something wrong with the heart since it is broken?? No... I purposely chose a broken heart for the mould... And guess what my classmates said?? "Looks like you like broken things..."

Hmm... Let's start on today now... I woke up with a sore throat and dismissed it as nothing more then one and decided to treat it with Strepsils like what i always do. But it doesn't go away even after 6 continuous takes. And the reason for that will be: I AM SICK. And of all the days that the flu bugs choose to disturb me. My Birthday. The day i want to enjoy... Oh well, i guess the flu is such... It never comes when you want it to, but attacks when you least expect it... I guess you got to just play with the cards you are dealt in life.

Ha... That's all i have for now... Wait, that's not all... I still have a church camp coming up that i am part of the planning team... Then also got another overseas trip right after that... Then Half my holidays gone... Oh well, at least i don't have time to do really, really stupid things... XD

Finally, that's all for now. See yah around!!!

Finally Blogger Seems Normal Enough To Blog...

Yeah, i finally blog again. So much happened the past few days. Yesterday, i had an interview for NP Scholarship as i applied to see if can make it. Look like i made it to the interview, but i just found out from a senior that is on the scholarship programme that he went through 2 interviews, and that the first 1 was actually alot more easier then the second one... And i heard the scholars always score 4 for their GPA(the overall grading system where 4 is the best and 0 is... zero). And i am taking an extra module this semester, which is German classes... ARGH... Will i be able to take it... Plus the competitiveness of the class i am in... Extra pressure...

Hmm... I guess i haven't blog for so long that i forgot about most of the stuff i was thinking about to blog for the past week but couldn't due to some strange prob...

I was on my way back home with Delia last Thursday after Inline Skating (we actually left earlier as we wanted to go home earlier... Shhh...), she got got a sms from Swee Hao saying that he became the president of choir in his school. I started comment on how random it was for Swee Hao to sms her on this kind of news, but she says it happens all the time. Then she shot em the question that doesn't anyone acutually messages me randomly. Then i started to thing, besides Phoebe's random stuff, not really. Look like either i am really lonely that i think of messaging people random as inconsiderate or that i she is different... And i got a feelign the problem is with me...

Ha... I guess that is enough for now... I need to rest... Just got home from German lesson anyway... See yah people around!!

I Guess This Was What I Wanted

Today's Labour Day. And that is not because everybody is labour-ing away, but cause everybody is takign a break from labour-ing... So shouldn't it be called Labour-less Day? Ah... I guess i am back to my old crappy self... XD

School has been very busy... Yesterday i had my lesson online... So many problems crop up... I guess in the end i had to solve the problem all by myself... And it took just as long as school but the only difference is that it wasn't done in school... Not much difference anyway... Might as well have done it in school...

Recently, my uncle passed away. Last Friday that is. Not that i was very close to him or something. His relation to me was only the brother of my mom. We visited him a few days before he passed on. He was in this critical ward where you were only allowed to enter if you wore a clean suit (those full body suits thing). I heard he got somethign that attacks his vital organs from my mom. We just stood behind the glass wall looking at someone who has tubes going in from almsot everywhere. Not sure what i felt then. Not sure what to feel anyway...

I seem to like the business of school... It keeps my mind of stuff that i shouldn't even be thinking about. And inline skating last thursday was not bad... I manage to move around... Next step: Turning and stopping properly... Wondered how i survived that day without turning?? I didn't turn at all... I stoped and walked aroudn then continued... Noobish me... XD

Manage to complete my German essay in English today... Played a little basketball myself today for at least an hour... And found out that i am really out of shape... But i guess until i get a lighter timetable load before i probably start taking time off to exercise...

ARGH... Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day again... Tomorrow i am not going to have German lesson but i am going to have to go online for the lesson... ARGH!!! E-Learning week is so... Not worth it... "To prepare us in case of something like SARS happen again, then no need come school for lessons", a teacher said. And when that day happens, my bro will be complaing about why he is lagging in his online game... Should i stay back in school tomorrow jsut to go online to do my German lessons? Choices again... Which runs a risk of me running into her again... Damn... And there is this nudging in me that wants to bump into her again... But i guess i jsut decided to go against it... That is if there is nothing that will change my plan tomorrow... If everything goes well...

Hmm... Maybe i should start putting some of the more private stuff on my private blog... I wonder if i still remember that account... Why? Look at the tagboard... Cass keeps chasing me about people identities... And guess what?? I didn't tell her... So guess what will be happening to me the next time i see Cass??

Ha... Now waiting for an anime episode to download finish... Listening to the radio... Ok, maybe i should be random and just type what i am hearing on the radio... I am not afraid to keep on living... I am not afraid to live this world alone... Ok... 2 lines are mroe then enough... i guess i will find something else to do now... See yah people around!!

Crawl. Walk. Run. Fly. Live.

FINALLY HOME!!!

ARGH... Wednesdays are going to be my longest days in school... reach school by ten but got german lesson from 6 to 8pm... German? Yah... Still not very good at it though... Next week have to write compo for German class... In English... XD

Why couldn't it rain now after i got home?? It had to rain when i was waiting interchanging bus and walking from the bus stop back home... Had to walk through the MRT station which means that my radio won't work while i was walking through it... And bump into someone which i was actually telling myself that i would have a very low chance of bumping into and was about to laugh it off, then i saw her walking in front of me...

Man... Yesterday during one of my practical lessons, i talked to a Vietnamese in Chinese... And i didn't realise it until he said he was Vietnamese... Come on... He didn't talk much... And then after a while all the foreign students had to go for a talk about their tuition grant, the practical group of 7 was left with 1, me... So i had an 1 on 1 session with the teacher... And completed everything earlier... Ha...

Things to complete: IS Project, German Homework, Complete Tutorials before they even teach the lessons as the topics are easy to understand...

Ha... I realised that there are actually quite a few matured students (as in studetns who have completed other forms of education before) around me... My IS group alone has 2 out of the 4 of us. And one f them said he was already being called uncle by his class... XD

Ok, don't read the next paragraph. I mean it. That is unless you are really bored or kay-po. Just skip to the next paragraph.

Man, i though i got over her. But why is it that when i suddenly saw her in front of me my heart just accelerated? It started beating so fast... I just felt like running away... Like i said, I was listening to the radio and it was playing a song called "One Love". It made me thought of something one of my new friend said to me, " So what married? Can divorce what... So what attached? Can break what..." He said it while my IS group was on the topic about chio bus... Not that i was really involved in it... Then that thought made me think of her, and that even thought she lived at a nearby neighborhood, The chances of me actually bumping into her was VERY VERY low... And how good it will be to see her again... Then there she was, in front of me. Damn... I was totally caught off guard... And so we just waved at each other and went our separate ways...

I guess another reason i left NYJC was because of her. If i stayed, i would be studying for the wrong reason, which was to see her. Why wrong?? Cause she was already attached, and unlike a friend of mine, i do not believe in breaking people up for my own benefit, so i decided that leaving was one of the better choices that i could accomplish. And i got also other to reasons for leaving NYJC anyway, so why not just go? I am still doing fine now anyway... Now i am wondering if i should have tried to catch up with her then... Or did she even wanted to see me in he first place...

Ok, back on track... I think i am getting used to my class, not that i interact with them much... It's just when i see them totally blur, i guess i just ask if they need help and if they do, just help them, no strings attached... Not even if the girl i am helping is not bad looking... I am just not that kind of person... XD

Ha... Long time no blog such a long post already... I guess it is because it is now going to 11pm and i don't feel like sleeping and needed to let out some steam and other stuff... Don't have any other way now as no time to even actually properly play... Like i said: Cramp timetable...

I guess that's all for now... Live life without regrets, live it to the fullest, and everything will turn out fine even when it doesn't seem to.

I hate the weakling I am sometimes... Things i can't do... Things I should have done but didn't... Things that shouldn't even happen at all...

Timetable Cramp-sation...

Man... I just found out today that my course got one of the most packed timetables... Almost everyday ends at 5pm... And the only break i have in between everyday is lunch break... And Delia's timetable is like everyday also have short break in between... SUPER CRAMP TIMETABLE!!! ARGH!!!

Man... So far all the things they are teaching in class seems to be the things that i have already learn before in Maths and Physics... The only new thing i learnt this week is about the parabolic curves... And i guess most of the people are quite smart too... And the foreign students also look damn hard working... ARGH... The competition starts on the first week of school already...

Oh well... Nest week is going to be an even week so no practicals for me... So lesser lessons, FINALLY... Yeah...

Hmm... Maybe i should just start blogging in the webdings fonts... Nice coding in that so no one can actually read unless they bother to translate it... XD

Oh well, that's all for now... See yah around!!

SCHOOL NONSENSE!!!

Man... New school... New class... New friends... Wait, I still have my old friends... XD

Man... My class seems to be the strangest class i have ever been in... Out of the 22 people in my class, only 4 are Singaporeans... The rest?? China people... Vietnam people... Malaysian people... Burmur people... Man... Where else can u find a class more international then this?? And i guess i am having problem clicking with some of them... All the girls in my class are foreign students... How am i to talk to them if they keep speaking in tongues i do not understand?? ARGH!! Time to try to overcome them then... HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO CLICK WITH MY CLASSMATES!!! At least i already click with some of them already...

Hmm... I got nothing much left to blog about already... Wait... CCA... I guess i chose my CCA already... I AM GOING TO TRY IN-LINE SKATING!!! XD

Ha... That's all for now... See yah people around!!

Figured out the previous code yet?? XD