Seeing a Long Way to Go...

Finally back to blog after such a long time. Guess didnt really had the mood to anyway. Lets see what happened recently... School had a small IT fair of sorts. Got a thumb drive for Dad and ram for my laptop. Actually bought a memory card for my PSP but it couldn't work when i tried and after rounds of testing with the shopkeeper, i had a refund. XD

Hmm... After the long holidays of being filled with work up to the brim, i'm now slowly waiting for my cca points to flow in... Looks like i still got a bit more to go before i can achieve Gold...

I guess i almost lost control of my feeligns today. God showed me that this kind of feeligns fueled by a vivid imagination can cause one to do things they usually don't. Looks like i forgot for a while that feelings shouldn't be in control of me, but me in control of my feelings. Shouldn't think so much about what is happening...

Hmm... I guess i still got somethings to do when i think about it... Should settle it as soon as possible... ARGH... Hopefully it won't be as difficult as i think it will be...

Man... My "mom" Melissa was in NP yesterday, saw me in Canteen 1, but didn't think of calling me to say hi... See what kind of "mom" i have?? XD

Ha... That should be all for now... See yah!!

Need To Re-Focus And Prioritise...

Long time no blog... Can't help it, was sick last week. Had a fever last Tuesday night. Couldn't sleep properly... Kept waking up at 1 hour intervals... Then because was sick, cannot go out with friends ot watch Iron Man on Thursday... Then Friday went back to the doctor again cause didnt really feel well, and thus half the week was gone... T.T

Oh well, took the time off to play i guess... And to reflect about what i was doign and going to do. I've learned i need to spend more time with God. Hasn't really been spending enough time with him recently... But i guess i just found a use for my Monday morninings after all... XD

And so here i was, in school around 1 hour before my lessons, in the library. Had a sandwich at the cafe before heading up to the 4th floor to find a quiet corner. In the end, it was a refreshing experience for me. Never thought my psp could be such a help too... XD

Had a talk with pastor yesterday. Hopefully God will continue ot guide me. Need to be more patience... Stop thinking too much...

Oh well... I've ran out of things already... Maybe cause when on the road to recovery, everything is still a blur... See yah then!