Weird Weather, Weird Dreams

It was so hot the past few days, then all of a suddenly it was raining cats and dogs. Not that i'm complaining or so ever, it created the best time for me to catch up on sleep, which i did. Had a dream. Quite weird it was. Looks like another item to be posted up somewhere else.

Past few days has been boring... Not much cash to go out thanks to my phone bill arriving this week... Have yet to pay it... I guess i better go find a job since i won't be going to a camp already cause my dad felt uncomfortable with Campus Crusade for Christ. Look like have to convince my parents that my CCA is okay all over again... Oh well, hope i can find one that allows me to work for 2 weeks until school opens nearby.

Man... The weather's so cool now that i feel like just dropping onto my bed and sleep. Tomorrow will probably be a hot day, followed by a few more hot days before a very cold one like today. Wonder if i predicted correctly... Only time will tell...

Whole of last week was spent playing Crisis Core: Final Fantasy 7. Slowed down a lot this week cause lost the mood to play... Tomorrow will probably get back to all the hacking and slashing and the stupid puzzles in Japanese. Should have taught myself to read some of it... Oh well, guess i will just brute force my way through the game. XD

Maybe i should draw out a layout of my room on how i want it to look like if it is ever renovated. When one has so much free time, one must learn to use it wisely. With much time needs much wisdom. Ha... That sounded like one of Spiderman's greatest quote. XD

That's all for now, over here that is. Going to record my dream somewhere else. See yah next time!!

Where i'm going, no person can follow.

To Bounce Back Up

Back again. Already pass the emo phase already. The next phase should be the anger phase, but i'm not going to let myself go there this time. And i hope i will never get to that phase again. Why? Cause i would start blaming the other party instead. Then the next phase will be when i get emo and start blaming myself, only to get back to the anger stage again... Stupid vicious cycle...

Oh well, if my intentions gets mistaken, i guess there's nothing much i can do. Should have been a little more clear perhaps. Hopes everything works out in the end. Argh... Got the urge to start blaming everything but me...

I finally won Minda at bowling again!! Second time i ever beat him. How many times he won me? Erm... Countless?? :x

I need an outlet for my stress... Maybe would start jogging tomorrow, if i can wake up early enough... Got to force myself to start waking up early again...

And my private blog. You won't find it. Even if you did, u can't access it unless i allowed you to. Want to access it? Ask me. And i will see about it. Ask and you shall receive. (:

That's all for now. See yah!

Ha... Ending up in the hospital now doesn't seem like such a bad thing more. Should i purposely just give myself such a major chest trauma and let pneumothorax will recur again? Or should i just push my body to its limits?

Unforgiven

Looks like there are times maybe telling the truth may not be the best thing to do. I thought i could handle the hatred, but i guess i couldn't. Those eyes just sucked the life out of me. Damn it. I thought i didn't ever needed a private blog ever again, but i guess there are feelings that i don't want people to know about. Guess now i know what's the meaning of curiosity killed the cat.

All i say this: I'm sorry.

It's times like this when i wonder if i did the right thing. Guess i will know the consequences soon... Wish i had the heck care attitude of some people now. Oh well... I guess even the worst thing i can think of that could happen isn't that bad after all...

Just Shake It

Woah... Just felt tremors at home... Imagine this: Here i am on my computer suddenly feeling myself shaking. Thinking that it was just me, i continued to ignore it... Then my dad asked if we felt any shaking then did i felt anything wrong... Man, i'm slow ain't i?

Seems like the quake originated from somewhere south of Jarkata. Then there was another near the west coast of Sumatra. I guess the quake this time was more major cause we could feel it. The last time i felt tremors, i could almost barely feel it. This time, i could see things in my house shaking. Then after the tremors, i joked with my dad about me shaking by shaking on a spot. And guess what he said? The Chaos Theory. My shaking could cause a major disaster in India...

Watched High School Musical 2 a few days back. To me, it felt like watching 1 very long music video... The soundtracks were nice, but i guess i prefer it to stay as something i listen to. Sometimes the scenes are just... dumb. Where can you find someone that will break people up cause they wanted to win a competition and succeeded in doing their dumb quest only to have it spoiled last minute and have everything work out nicely for the everybody in the end? Guess that's what i don't like bout some shows, how unrealistic this things are... But the music saved it from me. Guess u can also say i'm shaking to it too...

Ha... Guess that's all for now. See yah people met time!! And check out the video below. Beautiful, to me that is. (:



People in love get fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

Just Minor Stuff

Hey people, guess i'm back again with one of my mundane updates. Hmmm... I went to cut my hair this Monday before i went for the class gathering BBQ, forgot to say so in my earlier post cause was having a major headache. Guess i'm fine now. The headache was probably caused by lack of rest from the BBQ the night before...

The next event of the week was the minor(thanks to people not being free or not contacting me...) CG gathering. Had fun at Minds Cafe playing the different board games. Guess i'm not very good at doing business... Probably cause my mind kept wondering off... And stupid Thomas and Benjamin kept ganging up on me... Very hard to win with 2 cousins picking on me i guess... Hey, it's not cause i was a easy target, it was just because i'm... ME. -_-'''

Next was today, had a DG gathering. Went back to Dhoby Ghaut for the second day in a row... But to play lan. Man... I'm realli out of shape when it comes to playing computer games... Guess that's how long i haven't been touching that kind of games. Had fun killing the monsters anyway... XD

I guess that's all for now. Better rest early... Don't want a recurrence of that horrible headache... See yah people around!!

And when nothing is done about feelings for a long time, they die out. Guess that's what's happening now.

Killer Headache...

ARGH... Just developed a killer headache around 3 hours ago... The Panadol just set in so i guess i am posting before it comes back to haunt me again... Doc says it is just the chills. And i was ok a few hours ago... And i am helping Pastor Edwin organise people to come for the gathering this Thursday, and some people ain't exactly making it any easier... >.<'''

Yesterday had 4I gathering at Pasir Ris Park. Around 15 people turned up. Was actually planning to stay overnight but Jeanie chicken-ed out as she was scared of the dark. Dark, because there was a power trip in the whole park... Imagine BBQ-ing in the dark... I can't even see if my satay was done properly... But thank goodness Weijin was there to taste the food. XD

Ah... Jeanie is not going to plan anymore class gatherings anymore, or so she says. She said that if she was to organise another one, she will treat me. Do i have to force her to do one?? XD Or if she really keeps her word, somebody else will have to step up to organise one next time...

Man... can feel the headache coming back...Wrapping up this post now i guess. See yah next time!! When i'm better that is...

And as i stare into oblivion...