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First Day Of School Spent At Home

YEAH!! While the rest of you people were slugging it out at school, i was at the docter's queueing up for my turn, watching FF7 : Advent Children again and resting. But can't help it, i didn't feel wel this morning, and if i went to school and wanted to go home, there will be no one to come fetch me home. Why? My mom works some where far away and my dad used up too many leaves due to his medical condition.

Oh, about my my granny? She is in the hospital now. She came back that day but the next day she wanted to go to the hospital. She requested TTSH, but TTSH was already full. And her condition was not that serious and they wanted to send her back. I heard she requested to stay. So she ended up in Alexandria(or something) Hospital.

My parents explained to me why they have been treating her like that. They said when i was bored, my gran said that she will not help take care of me, even though we were living in the same house. And the same happened to my sis. For my bro, i am not sure. And my dad's sis seems to refuse to split the cost of the medical bill bothways. From my mom's point of view, she is the aunt alwasy trying to take advantage of my family. But from my memories of my childhood, she always comes with toys for me everytimes she visits my gran. But come to think of it, everytime she visited, my mom wasn't home. My mom always said that if she saw her in our house, she will chase her out with a broomstick. Fierce... Must make you think what my aunt could have done... If you want to know, based on my mom, she used to stay in my room. The door is partially damaged due to my aunt slammimg of the door. Why would she slam the door? I don't know... probably to spite my parents as the house belongs to my parents and she gets a room for herself...

Oh well... that should be enough troubles for today. So see you people around!!

Skeletons In My Closet

I always have family problems. What i say my mom never never really listens. I can keep repeating, but now i am getting tired, cause the only one repeating her situation is her. After a while, the similarities can be heard between her and the tape recorder.

What did we 'debated' over? Well... my grandma. She wants me to not anknowledge her. Want me to not cared about what ever happens to her. Why? Well, she can't forgive my grandma for what she did long ago, like all the cursing and conflicts. C&C... ha...

My grandma was just brought to the hospital. What am i suppose to feel? Should i wish my grandma will recover soon or should i wish that she won't come back cause everytime my mom sees her, my mom gets agitated. Dilemma...

My mom is now like going, " I already gave her the option of moving to a nursing home where they can take better care of her. now look what happen!" She wanted my father's sis to contribute half of the fees but she refused. Said that she is my dad's responsibility alone. Then my gran also don't want my dad's sis to be involved.

I am just telling you my situation now. Not asking you to side me or anything. Now i am 'debating' with my mom over the fact that she treats my grandma unfairly. Because for me, it just doesn't seem right to treat a person like this. Especially when this is supposely a Christian family.

That's probably all i have to rant about now. See yah people around!!

And By Popular Demand... QUIZ TIME!!!

Yes Nat... Yes Sam... I will do the quiz... Here I go...

3 names you go by:
-Kelvin
-Kel
-FZE (how you people pronouce it i don't know...)

3 parts of your heritage:
-Chinese
-Cantonese (My Dad)
-Hokkien (My Mom)

3 of your eveyday essentials:
-Oxygen
-Food
-Water

3 things you are wearing now:
-A white fido dido t-shirt
-A pair of blank pants
-My spectaculars

3 of your favourite bands or musical artiste at the moment:
-Nickelback
-Switchfoot
-Jason Marz

3 things you want in a relationship other than love:
-Trust?
-FUN!!
-Humour

3 truths and 2 lies:
-I hate everybody
-I love gundam kits
-I want a new MP3 phone
-I need a tumb-drive
-I am a murderer
-I have joined eyebrows

3 physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
-erm... face? (everything in the face i think...)
-like to have fun?
-friendly?

3 of your favourite hobbies:
-Playing Basketball
-Surfing the information highway
-dreaming, imagining things, whatever you call it...

3 things you badly want right now:
-THAT NEW GUNDAM MODEL KIT!!!
-No homework to do...
-A brand new computer that is faster and has less problems...

3 places you wanna go on a vacation:
-erm... Australia?
-UAE? ( a bit random here...)
-erm... look like i have to random here... France?

3 things you wanna try doing:
-Sleeping for a whole day straight
-play computer for a whole day straight (and survive too)
-Live everyday to the fullest

3 people i would like to see take this test:
(looks like time for randomness again...)
-Maureen?
-Sammi?
-Joanne? (the name just poped out of no where...)

There! DONE!! Time for my OWN time... I would liek to share a song with you people.

If Everyone Cared - Nickelback

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I'm alive

[CHORUS]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen I'm alive
Singing Amen I'm alive

[CHORUS (X2)]

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died

Nice song it is. Go try it out. Just for all of you people. Going off now. See yah people around!!!

Time to update for the pass few days...

Hey there!! Missed me?? I am sure you didn't after i asked that question. Oh well, let me see where do i start from...

This Thursday, I went to the SGH for my check-up. What check-up? My behind. Still don't get it? You probably not meant to then. XP I went with an empty sling bag but came back with a sling bag filled. With what? Medicine...

Then on Friday, my dad convinced me to update my OS from Windows XP Home Edition to Professional Edition. But along the setup, my computer got into some sort of trouble that didn't enable to access it. It kept going in a loop. What loop? It will be installing devices halfway, then restarts, then go back to installing devices, then halfway restarts, then goes back to installing devices... you get the drill. And in the end, it turns out my dad gave me the wrong CD with the wrong license number... And when it is finally installed during the evening, all my previous files disappeared... ARGH!!! I almost went crazy until my Dad found a way to get back my files which were locked. Locked? I never remember locking my files... then i spent the the rest of the time up to 1am the following day clearing up my computer to prepare it for mass installation of programmes the next day.

Then Saturday, new problems arose in my computer. Error here... Error there... Play game half way also have error... Fed up so decided to solve it the following day.

Today, Sunday, I see almost everybody from my church go for the church camp... Me being left behind with my family, thanks to my classes... I probably feel a little bad for not allowing them to go due to me having classes... But my parents keep saying it is not my fault. But oh well... If i didn't have these classes, i would have went...

Today also got the Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children. It was like "WOW" when i saw it eariler. It was like going "BOOM" and "BAM" all over the place. Nice watch overall. Look like i no need to borrow the disc from SweeHao already. XP

That's all for now. Till the next time i rant, SEE YAH!!

For You To Ponder On

I am leaving here somethign i wrote yesterday night for all of you to ponder on. It got a not so bad rating on a website. Here is the link: http://poetry.tetto.org/read/30888/

Obsession

You were my obsession
My comfort in my dreams
But that can never be
Made into a reality
Not now
Not ever
We were just never meant to be

You used to be my partner
In the streets of my dreams
Where we would cycle together
But that is just a fantasy
A figment of my imagination

You were always by my side
In my dreams at night
Giving me a reason
To not give you up without a fight
But I have just gave you up
Because, in truth, you were never there
Time for me to remove that illusion
Of you always being there
So I can live my life again

And don't ask me how i write this kind of stuff. Cause all i know is that i just get into those kind of moods where i want to understand more and just write it down. This is just the result of it all. Have fun interpreting it!

BBQ ROCKS!!!

Yesterday had a bbq with my ex-classmates.(or at least most of them...) Did alot of catching up. ( or at least enough to not conflict with my anti-social nature...) Took some pictures, and wish i could have taken more. Here you go...

Gavin!!! Our star BBQ pit starter!!! YEAH!!! ( also head prefect at his school but i think step down already)
The head not facing us is Elijah's. Gavin is ther BBQ-ing with Bryan(Supposely got an A1 for FnB) at the opposite. The thin guy in white is Daryl and the guy in the coat is Marcus, our magician!!! The cards tricks were amazing.
Food on another bbq pit i helped to start. But i dont sausages thought...
Check out the satay. It doesn't just look nice, It tastes nice too!!!
Thsi is YuXin. The last time i remembered i saw him was by accident and i could barely recognise him... I could only remember him by his signature smile. An addition to his smile throught this pass four years is the braces. Picture of us crapping...
Picture of them trying to hide from my cam...
"I look cool right? 1 more picture, please?"
"Man, I do look cool... 1 more picture please?" *stare from me* "Ok... no more pictures..."
"MingHan!! Do the pose the soccer players do before their opponents do a free kick!!" -_-"
Crap... I need to take better pictures by not letting my hands shake too much...
"Let's see who know what number does this cup represents..."

UNFAIR!!! So many of them have grown so tall... I used to be the tallest in the class, now i am an average height among them... Come on Kelvin, GROW!! Oh well, till next time, have fun!!!

Pain

Man... Having stomach ache now still feel like blogging... I must recover in time for my bbq tomorrow... must recover... arh...

Let's start from my topic. Pain. I am in pain now. Stomach ache. Why? I don't know. For a few days already. Just hoep it will go away... Mom don't want me to eat chocolate because of this. Why? "Because chocolate have milk and if you cannot take milk when you have a stomach ache." And I really want to eat that chocolate...

Well, thats all for now. See you people around!!

Okay... I Will Update...

Is this better? Me updating that is... Come on, i was busy watching anime the past 3 days only... watch finish 1 series of gundam in 3 days... and finish 2 maths papers... 39 episodes cramp into 3 days with time squeezed in to do maths... wow... time to find new anime to watch... XD

I am getting tired of looking at maths. But have to do. Got no choice. Just thinking about what Miss Kang would do if i haven't finished by school reopens is good enough motivation... Got to find a better way to motivate myself without me thinking about me getting hurt to get myself to work...

Looking forward to this coming saturday ex-class gathering. I miss all of them. Some of them at least 4 yeasr didn't see already, probably when primary school got event they didn't go back or i didn't go back. (I usually no choice one, councillors always clean up place for everybody...) Only problem now is my stomach. Having some pretty intense tummy aches yesterday and today. Hope i recover in time for the BBQ...

Enough said... I mean typed... I mean... you know what i mean, right? See you people next time!!

Minor Updates To Blog

The nest time you come to my blog, go look at the intro page. I have changed the song so teh lyrics have also changed. The song is Yotaka No Yume, or in english, The Dream Of The Night Hawk. And liek the previous song, i got it from a anime!!! The previous was from gundam seed destiny. This one is from... come on and guess... ZOIDS GENESIS!!! YEAH!!! I have also provided the translation, which can be seen in at the intro page after the lyrics itself. It starts of a little soft then gets louder. But don't worry, i have tuned it down a little, so it should be like a background music. Man, I Rock!!!

Man... i like to have unknown personalities on my tagboard, but if they remain unknow for too long, i get pissed. They talk about you but you can't talk about them. Not that i am getting irritated about the "-" person on the tagboard, but i am gettign irritated with me not knowing anything... ARGH!!!

That's all for now. Going to start trying to contact some ex-classmates. Supposed to have a gathering this coming Saturday. Peicai people wanna join? Ask me first... I see what i can do to allow you to come... It is a BBQ. And if you come, must pay one. So till next time, SEE YOU AROUND!!!

Time To MAke Good My Treats...

MUAHAHAHAHA... Check out some photos i have decided to "edit" a little... Like i said Nat, i would photoshop your photos right? Since you deleted the video of you dancing, i get teh extra kick by messing with ur photos... MUAHAHAHAHA...

"I kawaii, Right?" *PUKE*

Nice tail you've got. Nice horns too. It describes you very... truly...

"Comeon Teresa, take a photo... I can't keep siping coke all day..."

Hah... Laugh people... LAUGH!!! MUAHAHAHAHA...

Fun Day? Think So...

Just back from my birthday outing. Not bad with this being the first time i spent my birthday with so many people i know. Met Nat ans WeiJin in in the moning at Serangoon Mrt station. Then we went Cineleisure. First time i go leh...

Watched X-Men 3. If you go watch, stay till after the credits. Ther is still some last minute scences. Afetr that, met up with Sammy and Teresa at BK and had my lunch. Then we went to the arcade cause Nat waned to play parapara. Man... he deleted the video that i recorded of him dancing... i wanted to post it up one... so funny loh... very body ws like staring at him, wondering when he will be finished being lame and gay. Hey, the 'gay' part was not from me. I was just quoting somebody. XP

Ww than played a few rounds of some of the games there. Sammy and Teresa had to go home while Nat and i were playign pool. Only 16 years old can play leh!!! I just nice 16!! YEAH!!!

Then we go play lan. Originaly, Nat wanted us to only play for 1 hour. We ended up extending to 3 hours, thanks to Nat being 'amazed' by Dota. It ws like so -_-" as he actually didn't wantred us to play lan but x-box instead. Oh well... we had fun didn't we? And Nat, you are not addicted to Dota, cause you can't since you are so bad at it. XP

Nice long day... Only wish now is for taht someone to wish me happy birthday. But nevermind, I had a fun day thanks to all the people with me today. And for those who weren't, thanks for wishign me happy birthday. And you people still own me a birthday present. XP

Happy Birthday To Me XD

Happy birthday to me
Just what did i see?
Was that my cake
flushed down the bowl?
Was that my gifts
Being Thrown away?
Just wake me up
From this nightmare

Happy Birthday to me
What nonsense is this i see?
That new laptop being scrapped
Thats new bag being shredded
With all that's left
Are bits of this and that
What a horrid mess
And a waste of cash

Happy birthday to me
What a mess i see
Wheels of a skateboard here
Parts of a MP3 player there
Is there anything left whole
For me to enjoy?
Or has all been reduced
To nothing but a pile of rubble

Happy birthday to me
Someone save me form this horror i see
Just tell me this is all a dream
And i am waking up soon
Cause it is driving me crazy
Seeing my day being crappy
And all i wanted
Was just to be happy.

Now you people know what i want for my birthday... hehehe... Happy Birthday to me!!