Melissa took revenge on me... T.T
Name: FZE, Kelvin
Birth Date: 1st June 1990
Current Status: Single and enjoying it. Don't try to spoil it.
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black with strands of white here and there
Righty or Lefty: Righty, right? XD
[On the Inside]
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fear: Being useless and hated
Your Weakness: Ignoring helpless people...
Your Perfect Pizza: Erm... Don't eat pizza much... So don't know
[Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought: After Boxing day... 2 days after Christmas...
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: Try not to worry so much and go sleep...
Your Most Missed Memories: Studying in Peicai with the people around me
[Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, but if Pepsi Twist is still better!
McDonalds or Burger King: Don't care, just eat
Single or Group Dates: Honestly don't know
Adidas or Nike: Nike, Just Do It
Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate wins hands down
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Smoke: History of Penumothorax doesn't make me a good friend of smokers
Curse: That you can't curse anymore?? XD
Take showers: Everyday. you only shouldn't if you are allergic to water or something...
Have a crush: I think so. Full stop.
Think you are in love: No, maybe, yes, what's the difference?
Want to get married: Ask me again in maybe 4-5 years.
Believe in yourself: Sometimes. Quote from somewhere i just remembered," Believe in me who believes in you."
Think you are a health freak: Erm... No... Gave up exercising regularly already...
[In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: No
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: No.
Eaten sushi: No.
Dyed your hair: No... No matter how much i want to now...
[Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: No
Changed who you were to fit in: Change is the only constant in life, what kind of question is thsi anyway?? =.=
[Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: before 35 sounds good
[In a Gal]
Best Eye Color: Is it really important??
Best Hair Color: As long as not too bright i'm fine
Short Hair or Long Hair: Not really important...
[What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: Editing blog
1 Hour Ago: Gaming online
4.5 Hours Ago: Chilling after coming home
1 Month Ago: Preparing for some campus crusade event
1 Year Ago: Just back from Thailand Mission Trip
[Finish the Sentence]
I Love: God, my Family and my Friends
I Feel: lost cause i forgot how to describe how i feel... XD
I Hate: something worth hating at the moment like homework... And no price for guessing teh emo answer : Me.
I Hide: my money and sometimes my feelings
I Need: what i need.
The next 5 peeps are:
1. Melissa Ho ( from a Melissa to me to another Melissa... XD )
2. Clara
3. You reading this now
4. Yup. You.
5. No need to look beside you. You know it's you. XD
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Let it Snow/Rain/Something-That-Drops-From-The-Sky
It's that time of the year again when kids get presents and whatever else that comes with it. Unfortunately, i'm not a kid so i only got a few greetings from people and some small gifts which would probably worsen my sore throat. But i treasure everyone of them, more so if it can fill up my tummy. XD
And so it being Christmas, i decided to set out on a quest from my study room. To create a new blogskin for myself, not knowing that it would take up my whole day just doing it and taking loads of minor breaks in between. For a person without much art in his blood, it was expected. But i forgot that it could take so long and "just do it" like they say. And thus you are now looking at the end result. A Christmas present to myself. Comments please. Hoping this was a improvement from the last one, which i heard was horrendous by the way. XD
Many of you people probably know what Christmas is about. Jesus Christ being born on this day many many years ago. But why celebrate his birth?? Cause it was the fulfillment of a promise God made to send a Saviour. A Saviour to save us from our sins. Jesus was like a gift from God. A gift to save us. That's the main reason why we Christians celebrate Christmas. (:
Ever heard of Christmas shopping after Christmas?? I probably will be doing that soon cause i didn't really get anything for anybody... And it was already too late... And i felt very pai seh when people got me present and i was empty handed... Ah... Have to make a list of who to get presents for... XD
Jeanie just asked em to organize a 4I class outing... Maybe for New Years. Anybody interested?? Tomorrow maybe think about it... And maybe come out with a plan...
Ah... That's probably all for now. See yah next time!!!
And all i want for this Christmas is your forgiveness...
And so it being Christmas, i decided to set out on a quest from my study room. To create a new blogskin for myself, not knowing that it would take up my whole day just doing it and taking loads of minor breaks in between. For a person without much art in his blood, it was expected. But i forgot that it could take so long and "just do it" like they say. And thus you are now looking at the end result. A Christmas present to myself. Comments please. Hoping this was a improvement from the last one, which i heard was horrendous by the way. XD
Many of you people probably know what Christmas is about. Jesus Christ being born on this day many many years ago. But why celebrate his birth?? Cause it was the fulfillment of a promise God made to send a Saviour. A Saviour to save us from our sins. Jesus was like a gift from God. A gift to save us. That's the main reason why we Christians celebrate Christmas. (:
Ever heard of Christmas shopping after Christmas?? I probably will be doing that soon cause i didn't really get anything for anybody... And it was already too late... And i felt very pai seh when people got me present and i was empty handed... Ah... Have to make a list of who to get presents for... XD
Jeanie just asked em to organize a 4I class outing... Maybe for New Years. Anybody interested?? Tomorrow maybe think about it... And maybe come out with a plan...
Ah... That's probably all for now. See yah next time!!!
And all i want for this Christmas is your forgiveness...
Monday, December 24, 2007
And Around the Corner is Christmas
And here-i-am(XD) again, thinking of something to blog about while listening to the radio and waiting for Heros to start in less then half an hour time. So what do you expect is going to come out as the rest of the post?? XD
The past week was fine... Lets see... Last Monday went for photo taking with Minda, JiaKang, Vanessa, Shannon and Vincent. Vincent was the photographer of the day. You want photos?? Erm... let me think bout it first... Ok, 2 photos is ok i guess...
It is for Minda's TeeBag company. I got pulled in to do dunno what... XD Can visit his blog for more info : http://www.broccooli.com/. Go and take a look at the first shirt a few post down. (:
Tuesday was spent... erm... slacking at home... Wednesday i started playing an online mecha online game called Exteel. Click for more info. Played for 3 days until i level 8 i guess. Haven't been playing for 23 days... Will probably return tomorrow if i got time to play. XD
Saturday did a little cleanup in my table. Probably got a little flu cause of the dust... And that was a understatement i guess, cause i was sneezing all day... And was one of the few days i actually slept a while in the afternoon...
Sunday was Christmas service. And i forgot about presents... Guess that what i got for playing too much... =X But Thanks to those who gave me something anyway. (:
Today was also spent mainly slacking... CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DO HOMEWORK OR STUDY!!!! ARGH!!!
Guess that probably wraps up my past few days. Tomorrow will probably be the same old thing happening again... XD
Oh well... See yah people next time either way, 5 more minutes to Heros so i'm on time!! XD
The past week was fine... Lets see... Last Monday went for photo taking with Minda, JiaKang, Vanessa, Shannon and Vincent. Vincent was the photographer of the day. You want photos?? Erm... let me think bout it first... Ok, 2 photos is ok i guess...
It is for Minda's TeeBag company. I got pulled in to do dunno what... XD Can visit his blog for more info : http://www.broccooli.com/. Go and take a look at the first shirt a few post down. (:
Tuesday was spent... erm... slacking at home... Wednesday i started playing an online mecha online game called Exteel. Click for more info. Played for 3 days until i level 8 i guess. Haven't been playing for 23 days... Will probably return tomorrow if i got time to play. XD
Saturday did a little cleanup in my table. Probably got a little flu cause of the dust... And that was a understatement i guess, cause i was sneezing all day... And was one of the few days i actually slept a while in the afternoon...
Sunday was Christmas service. And i forgot about presents... Guess that what i got for playing too much... =X But Thanks to those who gave me something anyway. (:
Today was also spent mainly slacking... CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DO HOMEWORK OR STUDY!!!! ARGH!!!
Guess that probably wraps up my past few days. Tomorrow will probably be the same old thing happening again... XD
Oh well... See yah people next time either way, 5 more minutes to Heros so i'm on time!! XD
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Same Mistake
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night,
Said "Have you seen my enemy?"
Said "he looked just like me"
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,
And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Don't buy the promises 'cause
There are no promises I keep,
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars
Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.
-James Blunt
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night,
Said "Have you seen my enemy?"
Said "he looked just like me"
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,
And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Don't buy the promises 'cause
There are no promises I keep,
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars
Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.
-James Blunt
Got tagged by Lina a while back, shall do it now even though she didn't really tag me to do it...
RULES to follow
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
FAVOURITES
Colour: Black, white, green
Food: Chicken rice(any style, Jap or Chi Or Malay or blah)
Song: Currently? Same Mistake by James Blunt
Movie: Remember Flipper? First movie i ever watched...
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated Your Best Friend: No
Broken The Law: Erm... Can't really remember...
Been Arrested: No...
Been On TV: Does almost count?
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: No
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1) T-shirt
2) pants
3) underwear
4) Spectacles
5)Erm... does the skin count?? o.o??
THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1) eat
2) sleep
3) play pool
4) did common test
5) play psp
6) surf internet
7) think
8) iron cloths
9) talk
10) nothing
THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW:
1) vehicles on the road
2) sis playing DS
3) me typing
4) water flowing
THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
1) Play
2) watch anime
3) surf internet
4) nothing
The 5 lucky chosen ones:
1) Nat (Can't find anyone better for number one)
2) Melissa
3) Wei bin
4) Delia
5) Whoever you are reading this and got nothing better to do.
RULES to follow
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
FAVOURITES
Colour: Black, white, green
Food: Chicken rice(any style, Jap or Chi Or Malay or blah)
Song: Currently? Same Mistake by James Blunt
Movie: Remember Flipper? First movie i ever watched...
HAVE YOU EVER
Dated Your Best Friend: No
Broken The Law: Erm... Can't really remember...
Been Arrested: No...
Been On TV: Does almost count?
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: No
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1) T-shirt
2) pants
3) underwear
4) Spectacles
5)Erm... does the skin count?? o.o??
THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1) eat
2) sleep
3) play pool
4) did common test
5) play psp
6) surf internet
7) think
8) iron cloths
9) talk
10) nothing
THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW:
1) vehicles on the road
2) sis playing DS
3) me typing
4) water flowing
THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
1) Play
2) watch anime
3) surf internet
4) nothing
The 5 lucky chosen ones:
1) Nat (Can't find anyone better for number one)
2) Melissa
3) Wei bin
4) Delia
5) Whoever you are reading this and got nothing better to do.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
When Water Kills
Finally back to blog after more than a week. Didn't feel like doing last week cause my Laptop was having some problem. It was lagging like it got all the time in the world. Press something and around a minute or more later then i would get a respond. Had to use system restore to get it back running again... By then the week and pass and i had already wasted enough time in classes that required a computer to watch a movie. Note to self: maintain laptop at least once every week...
Lets see... Last week nothing much really happened besides the usual school stuff. Wait, got something happened. Campus crusade had a event call SMAD, or SM appreciation day. Had to dress up as heroes, even though Mickey Mouse was also around. Wonder in what way is he a hero... Hmm... My DG dressed in Men in black cause it was simple. XD
Yesterday when i was on my way back, it was raining cats and dogs. There was this particular stretch that wasn't sheltered. A sheltered is being built but by that time it probably completes, the raining season would probably be over. I was lazy to use my umbrella so i ran. Got wet nevertheless, can't be helped. Then along the way, i saw dead baby bird on the floor. probably dropped from somewhere and drowned in the rain. Fragile little thing it was. It was lying in the middle of the pathway so it was unavoidable. I wanted to walk away but i turned back around. I picked it up and placed it on a dry table at the void deck. Something inside me hoped that at least it would squirm a little so i can know its still alive. Nothing happened when i picked it up. I guess thats how fragile life is. All it takes is that one wrong move or situation to take it away. It left me wondering if i had arrived a little earlier i could have saved it.
So i guess i have arrived at another point again: Live life to the fullest. How am i doing that? For me i guess i'm living will God's guidance at the moment and searching for my life purpose.
ARGH... I missed a chance today to do the right thing. When i alighted from the bus at the interchange, someone sitting in front of me was still asleep. I left it for someone else to wake him up even thought i could have done it and save the person from walking a few more steps... Kelvin, you got to work harder...
I think i have this weird habit of observing the behavior people and trying to interpret what are they thinking about. What were they thinking when they were doing that? Rarely do people do something without reason. So when a action leaves me pondering, i guess i need to ask some else of their opinion or even ask the person who did the something in the first place. I guess i shall consult others first, even thought most people probably won't know... Oops... I just type a whole lot of crap... XD
Currently i'm learning how to commit everything to God. Why? Cause it's difficult for me to let go, be it things i own or problems. Strange that i even hold on to problems right? Cause i just don't want to trouble people most of time i guess. Got to place all my worries into his hands so i can live my life without being too emo. how did u think i became less emo in the first place? XD
Man... It feels a bit strange talking to myself cause that's what blogging is like to me. Self-reflection for the past few days and sorting out thinking processes. When i can see what i'm thinking, i guess i think better. I guess thats why from young i had to practice writing chinese so many times to remember how to write it for spelling... XD
Ha... That's all for now. Have to get back to real life. See yah!!
I turn left, you turn right. When i stare at u u stare right back. What are you?
Lets see... Last week nothing much really happened besides the usual school stuff. Wait, got something happened. Campus crusade had a event call SMAD, or SM appreciation day. Had to dress up as heroes, even though Mickey Mouse was also around. Wonder in what way is he a hero... Hmm... My DG dressed in Men in black cause it was simple. XD
Yesterday when i was on my way back, it was raining cats and dogs. There was this particular stretch that wasn't sheltered. A sheltered is being built but by that time it probably completes, the raining season would probably be over. I was lazy to use my umbrella so i ran. Got wet nevertheless, can't be helped. Then along the way, i saw dead baby bird on the floor. probably dropped from somewhere and drowned in the rain. Fragile little thing it was. It was lying in the middle of the pathway so it was unavoidable. I wanted to walk away but i turned back around. I picked it up and placed it on a dry table at the void deck. Something inside me hoped that at least it would squirm a little so i can know its still alive. Nothing happened when i picked it up. I guess thats how fragile life is. All it takes is that one wrong move or situation to take it away. It left me wondering if i had arrived a little earlier i could have saved it.
So i guess i have arrived at another point again: Live life to the fullest. How am i doing that? For me i guess i'm living will God's guidance at the moment and searching for my life purpose.
ARGH... I missed a chance today to do the right thing. When i alighted from the bus at the interchange, someone sitting in front of me was still asleep. I left it for someone else to wake him up even thought i could have done it and save the person from walking a few more steps... Kelvin, you got to work harder...
I think i have this weird habit of observing the behavior people and trying to interpret what are they thinking about. What were they thinking when they were doing that? Rarely do people do something without reason. So when a action leaves me pondering, i guess i need to ask some else of their opinion or even ask the person who did the something in the first place. I guess i shall consult others first, even thought most people probably won't know... Oops... I just type a whole lot of crap... XD
Currently i'm learning how to commit everything to God. Why? Cause it's difficult for me to let go, be it things i own or problems. Strange that i even hold on to problems right? Cause i just don't want to trouble people most of time i guess. Got to place all my worries into his hands so i can live my life without being too emo. how did u think i became less emo in the first place? XD
Man... It feels a bit strange talking to myself cause that's what blogging is like to me. Self-reflection for the past few days and sorting out thinking processes. When i can see what i'm thinking, i guess i think better. I guess thats why from young i had to practice writing chinese so many times to remember how to write it for spelling... XD
Ha... That's all for now. Have to get back to real life. See yah!!
I turn left, you turn right. When i stare at u u stare right back. What are you?
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