What do people look forward to here anyway?? Some people have been asking me to update my blog. I'm tempted to just end here since it's actually considered an update, but i shall not be that bad. =x
I've just been busy. Busy with school project which have to be done before 4 weeks from now. Before i fly to Japan for competition for my project. Before i die from the pressure i'm putting on myself to complete it as soon as possible without getting distracted by anything or anyone. Kind of makes a a horrible person sometimes, especially when i can't think of how to settle a problem in the project, so sorry if i lost my cool or shouted at anyone, just been very tired and busy... =x
Sometimes we don't know we have gone overboard until we are drowning. That's why i don't like to talk too much sometimes, cause i, like anyone, have this tendency to talk a bit too much and get carried away. Especially nowadays when my patience seems to be wearing a lot thinner lately. Ah... can only hold back for so long before i go crazy again i guess...
Just watched 500 Days of Summer yesterday. Was an interesting movie. It may look like a love story, but it's not really one, just a story of boy meets girl. Some parts made me laugh, other parts were tear jerking, just because i felt i could relate to the feeling, and maybe cause i watched it in the middle of the night all worn out from the day... =x
Wanted to watch the movie with someone, but didn't thought i could find someone to watch it with. Just felt weird going to watch a movie alone, even though i wanted to do that...
Sometimes i wonder if people actually like to discriminate against certain people, or persons. That person screwed you up or is distasteful? It just seems like you are becoming like that person. What difference is there between that person and you if both of you are just as horrible? If you like being horrible then don't care about this then.
Sometimes i look around and i desperation. People desperate for attention. People desperate for affection. And sometimes i wonder why such desperation. Sticking around the girls with hope one will be attracted, flirting with the guys to get their attention. At the end of the day you may become the center of attraction, but at what cost?
Ah... I must be tried... So much nonsense today... I guess i will sleep after slacking around a bit more... See yah!!
