Yeah, i finally blog again. So much happened the past few days. Yesterday, i had an interview for NP Scholarship as i applied to see if can make it. Look like i made it to the interview, but i just found out from a senior that is on the scholarship programme that he went through 2 interviews, and that the first 1 was actually alot more easier then the second one... And i heard the scholars always score 4 for their GPA(the overall grading system where 4 is the best and 0 is... zero). And i am taking an extra module this semester, which is German classes... ARGH... Will i be able to take it... Plus the competitiveness of the class i am in... Extra pressure...
Hmm... I guess i haven't blog for so long that i forgot about most of the stuff i was thinking about to blog for the past week but couldn't due to some strange prob...
I was on my way back home with Delia last Thursday after Inline Skating (we actually left earlier as we wanted to go home earlier... Shhh...), she got got a sms from Swee Hao saying that he became the president of choir in his school. I started comment on how random it was for Swee Hao to sms her on this kind of news, but she says it happens all the time. Then she shot em the question that doesn't anyone acutually messages me randomly. Then i started to thing, besides Phoebe's random stuff, not really. Look like either i am really lonely that i think of messaging people random as inconsiderate or that i she is different... And i got a feelign the problem is with me...
Ha... I guess that is enough for now... I need to rest... Just got home from German lesson anyway... See yah people around!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I Guess This Was What I Wanted
Today's Labour Day. And that is not because everybody is labour-ing away, but cause everybody is takign a break from labour-ing... So shouldn't it be called Labour-less Day? Ah... I guess i am back to my old crappy self... XD
School has been very busy... Yesterday i had my lesson online... So many problems crop up... I guess in the end i had to solve the problem all by myself... And it took just as long as school but the only difference is that it wasn't done in school... Not much difference anyway... Might as well have done it in school...
Recently, my uncle passed away. Last Friday that is. Not that i was very close to him or something. His relation to me was only the brother of my mom. We visited him a few days before he passed on. He was in this critical ward where you were only allowed to enter if you wore a clean suit (those full body suits thing). I heard he got somethign that attacks his vital organs from my mom. We just stood behind the glass wall looking at someone who has tubes going in from almsot everywhere. Not sure what i felt then. Not sure what to feel anyway...
I seem to like the business of school... It keeps my mind of stuff that i shouldn't even be thinking about. And inline skating last thursday was not bad... I manage to move around... Next step: Turning and stopping properly... Wondered how i survived that day without turning?? I didn't turn at all... I stoped and walked aroudn then continued... Noobish me... XD
Manage to complete my German essay in English today... Played a little basketball myself today for at least an hour... And found out that i am really out of shape... But i guess until i get a lighter timetable load before i probably start taking time off to exercise...
ARGH... Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day again... Tomorrow i am not going to have German lesson but i am going to have to go online for the lesson... ARGH!!! E-Learning week is so... Not worth it... "To prepare us in case of something like SARS happen again, then no need come school for lessons", a teacher said. And when that day happens, my bro will be complaing about why he is lagging in his online game... Should i stay back in school tomorrow jsut to go online to do my German lessons? Choices again... Which runs a risk of me running into her again... Damn... And there is this nudging in me that wants to bump into her again... But i guess i jsut decided to go against it... That is if there is nothing that will change my plan tomorrow... If everything goes well...
Hmm... Maybe i should start putting some of the more private stuff on my private blog... I wonder if i still remember that account... Why? Look at the tagboard... Cass keeps chasing me about people identities... And guess what?? I didn't tell her... So guess what will be happening to me the next time i see Cass??
Ha... Now waiting for an anime episode to download finish... Listening to the radio... Ok, maybe i should be random and just type what i am hearing on the radio... I am not afraid to keep on living... I am not afraid to live this world alone... Ok... 2 lines are mroe then enough... i guess i will find something else to do now... See yah people around!!
Crawl. Walk. Run. Fly. Live.
School has been very busy... Yesterday i had my lesson online... So many problems crop up... I guess in the end i had to solve the problem all by myself... And it took just as long as school but the only difference is that it wasn't done in school... Not much difference anyway... Might as well have done it in school...
Recently, my uncle passed away. Last Friday that is. Not that i was very close to him or something. His relation to me was only the brother of my mom. We visited him a few days before he passed on. He was in this critical ward where you were only allowed to enter if you wore a clean suit (those full body suits thing). I heard he got somethign that attacks his vital organs from my mom. We just stood behind the glass wall looking at someone who has tubes going in from almsot everywhere. Not sure what i felt then. Not sure what to feel anyway...
I seem to like the business of school... It keeps my mind of stuff that i shouldn't even be thinking about. And inline skating last thursday was not bad... I manage to move around... Next step: Turning and stopping properly... Wondered how i survived that day without turning?? I didn't turn at all... I stoped and walked aroudn then continued... Noobish me... XD
Manage to complete my German essay in English today... Played a little basketball myself today for at least an hour... And found out that i am really out of shape... But i guess until i get a lighter timetable load before i probably start taking time off to exercise...
ARGH... Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day again... Tomorrow i am not going to have German lesson but i am going to have to go online for the lesson... ARGH!!! E-Learning week is so... Not worth it... "To prepare us in case of something like SARS happen again, then no need come school for lessons", a teacher said. And when that day happens, my bro will be complaing about why he is lagging in his online game... Should i stay back in school tomorrow jsut to go online to do my German lessons? Choices again... Which runs a risk of me running into her again... Damn... And there is this nudging in me that wants to bump into her again... But i guess i jsut decided to go against it... That is if there is nothing that will change my plan tomorrow... If everything goes well...
Hmm... Maybe i should start putting some of the more private stuff on my private blog... I wonder if i still remember that account... Why? Look at the tagboard... Cass keeps chasing me about people identities... And guess what?? I didn't tell her... So guess what will be happening to me the next time i see Cass??
Ha... Now waiting for an anime episode to download finish... Listening to the radio... Ok, maybe i should be random and just type what i am hearing on the radio... I am not afraid to keep on living... I am not afraid to live this world alone... Ok... 2 lines are mroe then enough... i guess i will find something else to do now... See yah people around!!
Crawl. Walk. Run. Fly. Live.
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