HEAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

First things first... HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! Erm... Why didn't any body from 6D show up at YZPS?? I was there all alone. (Not really alone, but WHERE ARE MY EX-CLASSMATES?!?!?) Said hi to Miss Kong and Mdn Wong. Can't really find any other teachers...

Man... The blood clot on my wound has disappeared and now it can bleed freely... so today the bandage got bloody... thank goodness my dad was here to help me change the dressing or i have to force myself to go through the pan of cleaning the wound myself... OUCH...

Nothing much going on now and i got nothing much to blog about, so that's all for now. See yah around!!

If beating me up will allow you to be happy, go ahead.

Bloody... Leg... Literially...

Man... yesterday i accidentally hit the sot which was bandaged... It was supposely healed properly until then, blood was like flowing out... And i mean flowing out until i had to remove the plastic covering or there will a red blood soaked cloth and a bloody leg. I tied to change the dressing myself but when i digged(REALLY dig...) out the first aid kit, i realised how out dated it is... Had to hange dressing like 2 time before i felt it was ok. Then i went to take a bath. But somehow, water leaked in and it was liek bloody leg all over again... I made my way out and did another round of dressing. It was better this time as i finally found what wre the right things to use. All the blood i saw yesyterday was alot...

Come today, went back to the doctors to have a dressing done properly. Then the nurse came in first to clean it. Man, she was rough... thank goodness she didn't try to clean the inner area of it.. I would have screamed... Then afetr she cleaed finish, i had to wait for the doctor as she had many patients. I was left alone in the room. I took a look at the affected area. then i suddenly got the idea to take a photo of it. I am not going to post it up. It will seriously gross all of you out so for the sake of my blog, the photo will not be published. You can take a look at it if youwant. I took the pic with my handphone so when you see me with my hp you can ask. XD

Tomorrow is teacher's day and i am alo\most broke from all the doctors fee.. My parents haven't paid me back... And i still have to pay my HP bill... Oh well... I'm going to chill fro a while... can't find motivation to study... Don't believe me?? Too bad for you then... I am sucha trust worthy uy and you don't trust me... XD

Crap, i can't think of anymore emo quotes from me... Wait a minute... This can be a quote...

Look At The Size Of That!!

Was back at the doctors today to change the dressing for the wart removed that day. I decided to puck up the courage to take a look at the scar that is supposely left after the wart was removed. I was all shock when i saw how big it was. It was like one a few layers of skin has been reoved and there is a ditch when the wart used to be. The wart was only as big as the tip of my finger but the scar is has the diameter of my thumb...

Now it hurts like crap. Must be the medicine on the that special bandage doing its jobs. ARH... Feels like burning... Fried chicken anyone?? XD

That's all i have for now. See you around!

You don't have to rub it in that it is impossible between me and her. I have accepted that fact long ago even though the pain was great...

Forget About It...

Now i am in a bad mood... Must be you people, now a days so bad mood now spread to me... See what happen!! Now i also in bad mood... Losing streak in games... Parents forgot that they are suppsoed to treat me to dim sum today... Then reading alot of people blogs with them being in a bad mood... Crap...

I need to find something i am good at, besides studying that is... Look around, SweeHao is Mr. Music. Nat is "The Great One". WeiJin is the I-Rule-At-Games person. Looking around some more, I see more talents. Not that i am jealous. I am happy for all of you. But some times i can't help but wonder what do i have. What can i do? Do i have any special talents?? Or am i just some person with nothing special?? Looks like i only have questions, but no answers.

Look like i am going to need some time alone to think over some things again.

Look carefully, and you will realise i was there all along.

CHECK OUT MY LEG!!!

I had my wart or on my knee removed yesterday. Now my knee looks like this:
The doctor put the bandages just to restrict my leg movement so that the wound would heal. First i had an injction to numb the pain. The doctor was like using some sort of electronic device to burn away the skin. Then she was cutting away the burnt skin with a pair of scissors. How did i know? I wasn't looking, but i could smell fried chicken somewhere... and i heard the snipping noise the scissors the made.

Man, was limping the whole day. Then Maureen thought it was a sprain and hit it.... What the... Only after she realised what it was then she went all "!!!". Man... she is a little slow at times... do things without thinking one... XP

Just got home and ate lunch/tea-break. Going to do pack my file now. See yah around!!

The Flame Of Passion Will Die Out. It Always Does Anyway...

Oh well, just back from school. Had a course on motivation and study tips. Will i apply the tips and tricks i have learned?? I will try to. But the this fire, drive, will die out eventually. I only hope there will be someone to light it back up for me when that time comes.

For the past few days besides getting trashed by WeiJin at DoTA and seeing all the gundam anime i can and also getting trashed again by Nat at LF2, i have completly wasted alot of time. How can you people leave me out of the study group at SweeHao's... I have ben looking for a place to study and have fun at the same time. Studying at home only results in things like me ending up here, in front of the computer... XD

I was in a bad mood yesterday. Probably still haev a little hang-over now. My mom own me a treat. A treat that we will go eat dim sum. With me getting B# for my chinese all the more reason to bring me out to eat. Anyway, she already owned me this treat from like 2 to 3 months ago. Everytime when i could get my treat, my bro will just spoil her mood on the previous day. Happened so many times that I almost cried yesterday, not just because i couldn't get my treat, but also she tried to replace it with a treat some where else. Pure nonsense.

I want dim sum. Is that too much to ask?? So what if you tell me that have to go early to eat and we always don't have time?? You are the one not making time for it. So what if that pesky little bro of mine spoils your mood?? Then treat me only and ignore him. Or is it that you can't bear to do it cause you pamper him too much? He ended up this way because you pampered him too much in the past. And i dont even ask you for something all the time. You offered me a choice and i have chosen dim sum.

Do you know it is kind of unfair that whatever he wants you can get it for him within a day and week at most? And what about me??1 month? 2? Oh... thank goodness i am patience? Ah... but it is wearing off already, did you know?? And do you know what it is like living in hopes that you will keep to your word when most of the time it is just empty promises? That's why i don't make empty promises, cause i don't want to hurt anybody the way i have been hurt.

Should i study now?? I usually peak from 7pm onwards so maybe i shall do my work later... Now for me to relax a little while i wait for this anime of mine to download finish. That's all for now. And you better keep your promises to people, or may your conscience haunt you forever. If it doesn't maybe i will...

I guess it is too late to want you back. Just remember i am will always stand by you, even in your darkest day. So all i am asking is for you to be happy and keep smiling.

I Look Lonely?? Erm...

Hah.. Maureen just said i look lonely and was very quiet today. It must be because i did not disturb her for the past 2 days. You really want me to suan you, is that it? I was like talking with WeiJin in class, you say i quiet?? I was was hanging out with people almost the whole time in school, and you say i lonely?? Must be because... Crap... I not supposed to suan you at the moment... Cannot say anything...

On the way back, when you asked why i like so lonely, i think i said, "Sometimes people just want to be alone. " It sounds rude now but i was saying in a very normal manner like it was just some pasing remark. I walk home alone, cause it gives me time to reflect about events in my life with out being disturbed. But i guess it can make life a little dangerous. How? There was once i was walking to school in Sec 2 and i walked pass Mrs Lim, my then form teacher, without even nowing it. She was like, "Kelvin?? Are you ok??" Then i was like shocked to realise she was like beside me, so i replied, "Erm... yah... OH... Good afternoon Mrs Lim..." Then she went, "Don't be so caught up in yours thoughts when you cross the road. Take care." But anyway, I have learned how to be caught up in thoughts and still pay attention to the roads. That, is a skill. XD

Recently, I was liek on my way back from school passing through central when this group of boys were like in front of me. I could hear them going, "You know him right?" When i am deep in thougths, i can hear more clearly around me but i never really pay attention to it anyway. the when i walked pass, one of them went "KELVIN!" I was surprised, cause i don't know who on earth are they. I looked back to see. They were like pointing to one of their own saying, "He say he know you one..." So i looked back and gave them one of my one-eyebrow-up-look while walking forward. I ended up walking face into a Singapore flag... They went, "BOOM!" When i walked into the flag. But i conuldn't be bothered with them then so i just walked away.

Then yesterday, another strange thing happened. I got a phone call from someone i totally don't know. No one i know knows too, unless someone lied to me. The person went, "Hello? Are you Kelvin??" I was stuned. Then i went, "Who are you??" This 2 lines repeated a few times before the guy talked to is friend in the background, "Oh shit... I think we call wrong guy leh..." Then he repeated his question again. So i also repeated mysef. Finally he went, "Ok... Nevermind..." Then dail tone. What's with the behaviour?? Don't dare tell me who you are?? Not man enough i guess.

Are both incidents related? Are both by the same group of people? Is this a sign of me becoming more popular?? XD I doubt the last one but the questions are stll there. Hope someone can find a answer for me.

Oh well... That's all for today. I updated Nat, Happy? Please try not to tell me to play so much LF2 with you... My hands need a break from such a long post... Oh well, till next time...

YEAH!!! NO!!! HUH?!?!?!

Blogging from my dad's comuter now. It is brand new... Damn... i want one too...

Today was the day the 'O' Levels chinese results came out. I GOT A B3!!! I expected myself to get something like a C5 or B4. But i got a B3!!! YEAH!!! My dad wanted an A, but nevermind, i did better than what i expected...

Hey, for those who feel you could have done better, cheer up!! There is a second chance for you to shine. Show tthe world that you are not going to let this setback pull you down. Strive for your goals. And if you need a listening year or a punching bag ( Yes, punching bag/ stress reliever/ whatever you need to relax/...) , I am here. Crap... i am starting to soud like a counsellor... Maybe i should look up a job as a social worker... HA...

Ah... i just came back from wating fireworks at the Esplanade. It was like "BOOM" and "BAM" and "KABOOM" and... you get the idea... If you don't, do some reflection. XP

Anyway, it was fun but the crowds sucked. It was like so crowded that even walking around was like squeezing in a can of sardines. Oh well, i had fun and that's all that counts. XD

That's all for today. Keep smiling, cause you never know when someone could be looking at your face for that smile to brighter up their day. See yah around!! :)

OUCH!!

There is some sort of wart on my knee... I didn't know it was a wartuntil today... had it for like 2 weeks already. My dad thought it was some sort of pus but when he tried cutting (yes, CUT) it out, it jus didn't actually came off liek a pus... It is some sort of harden skin... Ouch... Or is it a corn?? Going to see a doctor soon to see what it is...

Minor update for today. Stay happy!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

First things first... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME!!! YEAH!!!

Today, first thing was waking up, blah blah... let's just skip to teh part i leave home, ok? Went to AMK MRT station to meet Phoebe. Was actually thinking about how she looks like as it was the first time i am going to meet. But ended up thinking where did i dropped my ez-link card as i dropped it... Was like thinking, "Phoebe, please faster come so i can go find my ez-link card..." she arrived but i was like, "Would you mind proceeding to the bus stop and wait for me? I need to retrace my steps to find my ez-link card..." In the end, it was at the control centre of the MRT. Someone actually found it and passed it to the control centre... -.-''' And i was like wondering there for about 20 mins and no one told me... It was so crowded then... At least i got back my ez-link card but i have just seen how some people can't just come over and tell you you just dropped something...

On a lighter note, I brought Phoebe all the way to Serangoon to Mac to meet up with SweeHao and Delia. I actually expected Phoebe to look a bit more plum, but oh well... still looks fine at least... Can't expect much of a person that doesn't eat lunch often... XP

First we studied at mac for a while then Minda came. After all the hard work, I was DRAGGED to the nearby karoke by them. But in the end there were no rooms avaliable so... YAY!!! XP

Afetr that, I went to AMK again, at the same time brought Phoebe back. Left her at the bus stop as we went different directions. Man, should have brought my card album today... could have made some cash to make up for my losses through out the whole week... Oh well, too late to regreat already anyway... Just be happy with what i have, that should be enough. :)

Thats all for today. So stay happy, be happy with what you have. Take nothing for granted, cause for all you know, soemthing may happen. TOUCH WOOD!! XP

Erm... No Title??

Man... i can't come up with a title, so i will probably write about what happened today. First things first, i went to church like any other sunday and had lunch after that with my family. After that just went home and played abit of computer. I play too much?? If i am considered playing too much, then WeiJin is addicted... XP

Then don't know for what reason, i started watching You Tube. Was lookign around some forums when i just decided to check out what the latest maksed rider is. Lame i know it is, but it was only a look. But check out where i am now, watching the first episode and planning to watch the rest the rest when i can take the time to. Shit... Now i am addicted to another show... But the fight scenes are nice... Oh well, there is no excuse for childish i guess...

Now, where was i? Oh yah, tomorrow is the school cross crountry. And i can't run in it... T_T

And now, i am feeling a little moody. Have no reason to, and if i do, i probably don't know what the reason is... This must be what teens experience as they grow up... mood swings... Hah, i am only giving myself excuse for not knowing why i am moody.... Quote: "Oh darn... "

Maybe i should just just go to bed early and sleep on it. Man... did i just rant?? Oh, i did... Oh well, I think i need extra sleep... That menas no more playing late into the nigth on Fridays with Weijin... Is that a good thing or bad thing?? Who cares?? As long as i get to sleep again. XP

But if that is the case, i will still ahve another problem. I can't just go to sleep straight after falling on to my bed. Thanks to this, I probably wasted at least an hour every night lying on my bed with my imagination running wild. Want to know what i think of then?? I like to imagine i am on some sort of adventure, or some sort of super hero. Lame i know... But if you didn't know, you would probably pester me to find out...

I am tired... better end here for today. See you next time, same place, same time, same blog. XP Beam me up scotty!!

Last Will

Now i remember what i wanted to blog about some time ago... Man, wanted to blog about this during racial harmony day but totally forgot... Some bad memory i have...

I was suppsoe to die on racial harmony day, but i survived... Why? The people that were suppsoed to kill me forgot to prepare the day before... -_-''' Then what now? They say postpone killing me. Thank goodness, cause i forgot to write my will... I was suppose to write teh night before that day but it totally slipped my mind. (Or i couldn't be bothered to cause i knew something was going to happen, but never expected the something to be nothing...) Okay, I shall get it over with today, so i can move on... XD And Lilin, you are NOT getting any part of my brain after i die... ESPECIALLY the maths part... XP

First things first... All my things are NOT going to anyone... ONLY my Dad have the power over how to distribute my stuff. The only thing i will give away is: My personal notebook that have some of my thoughts at times. Who will get? Who want it the most lor... But i have not died yet so don't try anything funny... You want something else from me?? Get my dad to approve of it first. XP

That should be enough crapping for today. Hope you people have fun. SEE YAH!!!

YAY!!! NEW SKIN!!!

Hey people!! I got inspiration for this skin from the state of the class at times... NOT. Minda said my skins are too orderly so i decided to mess things up a little. Hope this works... So stop chasing me to make a new skin!!! Cause i already done this one!! Hah...

Minor update this is only, so till next time, HAVE FUN!!!