Realised something after watching High School Musical on TV yesterday night and a little of Spiderman 3 (Don't ask me how i have it XP) this morning:

Nerd =
Nerd + Super Voice = Win (High School Musical etc..)
Nerd + Superpower = Win (Spiderman etc..)

Currently i think i am the first equation, which actually means it equals to nothing as far as i know now. Maybe one day i will know what it is, or i may fall under a different classification next time. Or maybe one day addition of something also comes in. But when has life ever turned out like a movie?? Wait, maybe the tragic parts are more likely to happen compared to the good parts...

Oh well, tiredness is taking over me already... See yah people around!!

And it's not hard to fall, when you float like a cannonball...

Falling Eyelids

Tiredness is going to over take me soon... Better get going to bed right after this... Let's see, this week stared off fine, maybe a little slow being the last Monday this term i have to go to school, yeah. Then my sis got Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows cause she saw it on offer in school. She wanted to get it last Sunday but they only had stock for people who reserved it. So she jumped on the first chance she could to get it, but at a better price too, $5 cheaper. XD

Last German lesson did nothing much besides watching a heartwarming German movie about this kid who has to keep the truth from his mom that was in coma during the reunification of Germany as his mom supported a side before she ended up in that state. Seeing all the trouble the son went through so that the mom didn't know the truth was heartwarming i guess. But the mom didn't live long. And thus ended a life built on lies. Why keep the truth from the mom? Doctor's advice that due to her heart condition, she couldn't take too much shock. But i guess in the end, he learned that lying is never a good thing as it leads to more lies to cover up that lie.

Now considering if i should continue taking German classes next semester. And my group mates are trying to convince me to stay. Reason? Cause we have been doing good together so far. What i think? I was thinking about stopping after this term as staying back after school is tiring but i guess staying for one more semester won't be so bad as i decided at the beginning of the year that i would spent my first year studying... Maybe i am regretting my promise to myself but a promise is a promise i guess...

Man... I got to register for my NS soon... They send this letter about 2 weeks back to inform me that i have to register... And i also have to start studying soon... Exams are in about 3 weeks time... Wait a minute, i already have a paper next week. ARGH.

Man... and recently i realised i misplaced my allen key for my skates... Do i have to get a new one so fast after only a few weeks of usage?? Ah... Wasted...

Just read finished Harry Potter earlier. I started off on Tuesday right after my sis finished it. I guess i am a slow reader, but hey, i was busy with other stuff and wasn't willing to throw it all away for a book unlike crazy fans. The story started off ok, got a little draggy in the middle before it started to get interesting. Ah, the irony of it all. And i don't intend to spoil the story unless i benefit from doing so which i don't think i won't. I just felt too many people died in the story... =X

Man, i just forgot to do something... Looks like i have settle it tomorrow i guess... Now, time to settle the housework cause dad's out... LAUNDRY HERE I COME!!!

Now, where did i left all my suan-ing power this time??

Just Felt Like Blogging

Woah... Suddenly this week is all over... Time flew i guess, maybe a little too fast too wit hall my homework building up... Looks like i have to start being more serious now with exams around the corner... Had a presentation on Monday, where i forced myself to comb my hair... Then had a German test and skit on Wednesday... And rounding it all up was the church anniversary celebration today with a lunch.

Ok... Let's start from the beginning... The presentation ended up quite ok i guess, cause i group rehearsed a few times before the the real thing. The only problem i probably had was talking too fast... But i was talking slower then i was talking during the rehearsal anyway so i guess i improved a little... XD

Next up, German test and skit on the same day. Both are graded by the way. My group met before class for the skit. The script was last minute bu at least it wasn't as last minute as the other groups who did it on the spot... =X The German written test was much more simpler then what we thought. The whole bunch of us were ready to cheat but we didn't in the end... XD

Fast forward to today's anniversary lunch. My family was there early as my Dad was helping out in the technical side, as he always does. We actually waited for more then a hour before everything started. Oh well, it over anyway, and time actually flew then anyway... Before lunch came, a bunch of us were cleaning our utensils with tissue as the they looked dirty like they have been just taken out of a store room... Probably cause they never catered to so many people before. It was only a 2 stars restaurant anyway, so i guess too much cannot be expected. The food was only so-so. Nothing really stands out much. Where is this restaurant? Turf city level 2. Ah Huat or something i think, can't really remember the name now... XD

Hmm... i guess that's all the main stuff that happened this week. Then there are otehr stuff for me to ponder upon i guess. There was once i wished i could dream and remember every detail about them, but that never happened. Until now that is, when all i want is a good night sleep and not think too much when i sleep. Got to exhaust my mind more so my brain will also go and rest... or at least don't remember them. Or does this things and an extra meaning? I can't really remember them any much now so i guess that doesn't matter.

I guess that's all for the moment. See yah people next time!!

To see your smile from the shadows is more then enough for me.

Thinking Straight, Or At Least Trying To...

Just got back home from church helping my dad out in an event. Didn't really do much, probably cause it was my first time helping with the PA system. But i didn't touch the PA system, only played with the lights, as in switching them on and off. Now waiting for my hair to dry so i guess i have some thought floating around in my head so i decided to use the blog to sort out my thought.

Negative thoughts creates negative actions. Negative actions cause more negative thoughts. It's a vicious cycle. But some times all it takes is a little nudge from anybody to tell you that you can break from the cycle anytime you want. But why don't we want to break out of the cycle sometimes? Is it cause we enjoy this negative emotions? Wait... Enjoyment is positive, but it gets canceled out with the negative emotions. But another thing is that negative with more negative doesn't comes up with a positive in real life. If the last statement was true, imagine all the bad things that will happening now, in hope that a positive will come out of it...

Ha... Not bad, i manage to blog about what i wanted to blog about without using much details. I find using too much details dangerous as anyone can use the info against me if i do. Or maybe i like my secrets to stay as secrets. Did i tell you a secret before?? Oh... That probably means that i didn't tell you everything about it. Trust is something i'm still learning about. And looks like i don't trust too easily either.

Sometimes i wonder if i would be any better without any feelings. No hurt, no love, no jealousy, no anger, no happiness. I guess maybe not. Even thought my feelings may mess up my sense of reasoning at times, i guess that's what makes me who i am. The silly me. XD

God sometimes speak to me in the strangest ways. I guess this tiem was through a kid. No used getting too depressed thinking about something, cause there are so many more things around that makes you happy thinking about it.

Just saw a nick of my friend, "You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back." Oh well, that explains a lot about my losing streak, don't you think so? I guess holding back i what i do best now. Look like another point is to be more outgoing... Wait... Did i miss the whole point of the sentence or didn't i? That's for you to figure out cause i ain't giving too much details here.

I got a feeling i should have done something today, but i guess i didn't. Man, why did i get myself blinded by my negative emotions again... GAH... Got to work harder on this...

That's enough random thoughts for now... I guess my brain is pretty much more sorted out now. See yah peopel around!!

Was It All Worth It??

Sometimes in life, you do something expecting a certain result, but it never happens. And you wonder was it all worth it? It never turned out the way you wanted it to, neither was it the goal you were working towards. Was the effort put in worth it? Then maybe you start asking yourself, am i asking for too much? Or is this something i can never accomplish or get? Am i even meant to accomplish or get it? Or all i can do is just see someone else do/get it?

Just some random thoughts that follows more random thought ans so on until a paragraph is formed. Ha...

Recently for one of my church group discussion discussion 2 Sundays ago, we were talking about friends. then we got on the topic of close friends and my opinion was asked for. But i guess i didn't really have one cause i don't really have a close friend. Why? Not sure. My CG leader found it sad, but i didn't i guess. I was probably thinking of an excuse to get myself out of the sticky situation but i decided to keep quiet. Don't make the situation get worse right? I would probably think about it more then enough when i get back home anyway... And i came up wit ha reason: If i don't have a close friend, that means i don't share my super super secrets with anybody. And if i don't share it with anybody, that means there will be a very very low chance of anyone finding out. The only way anyone would know would probably be a slip of my tongue or my body language giving me away which i don't think will be happening soon...

Hmm... Last Saturday I went to watch Transformers with Nat, then on the next day, I went to watch Die Hard 4.0 with my church friends. 2 movies in 2 days is just too much at the moment... especially when i just my brand new pair of spectacles and am still adjusting to it... Transformers was mainly about "BOOM" and "BAM". Other then that, i enjoyed the fight scenes between the robots, besides those that were hidden by the explosions... Die Hard was also mainly "BOOM" and "BAM". It probably was just like the normal Die Hard movies but with more of today context. Look like i wasn't a spoiler for either movies. XD

Ha... That's probably all for now, see yah people next time!!