Tuesday, May 01, 2007

I Guess This Was What I Wanted

Today's Labour Day. And that is not because everybody is labour-ing away, but cause everybody is takign a break from labour-ing... So shouldn't it be called Labour-less Day? Ah... I guess i am back to my old crappy self... XD

School has been very busy... Yesterday i had my lesson online... So many problems crop up... I guess in the end i had to solve the problem all by myself... And it took just as long as school but the only difference is that it wasn't done in school... Not much difference anyway... Might as well have done it in school...

Recently, my uncle passed away. Last Friday that is. Not that i was very close to him or something. His relation to me was only the brother of my mom. We visited him a few days before he passed on. He was in this critical ward where you were only allowed to enter if you wore a clean suit (those full body suits thing). I heard he got somethign that attacks his vital organs from my mom. We just stood behind the glass wall looking at someone who has tubes going in from almsot everywhere. Not sure what i felt then. Not sure what to feel anyway...

I seem to like the business of school... It keeps my mind of stuff that i shouldn't even be thinking about. And inline skating last thursday was not bad... I manage to move around... Next step: Turning and stopping properly... Wondered how i survived that day without turning?? I didn't turn at all... I stoped and walked aroudn then continued... Noobish me... XD

Manage to complete my German essay in English today... Played a little basketball myself today for at least an hour... And found out that i am really out of shape... But i guess until i get a lighter timetable load before i probably start taking time off to exercise...

ARGH... Tomorrow is going to be a tiring day again... Tomorrow i am not going to have German lesson but i am going to have to go online for the lesson... ARGH!!! E-Learning week is so... Not worth it... "To prepare us in case of something like SARS happen again, then no need come school for lessons", a teacher said. And when that day happens, my bro will be complaing about why he is lagging in his online game... Should i stay back in school tomorrow jsut to go online to do my German lessons? Choices again... Which runs a risk of me running into her again... Damn... And there is this nudging in me that wants to bump into her again... But i guess i jsut decided to go against it... That is if there is nothing that will change my plan tomorrow... If everything goes well...

Hmm... Maybe i should start putting some of the more private stuff on my private blog... I wonder if i still remember that account... Why? Look at the tagboard... Cass keeps chasing me about people identities... And guess what?? I didn't tell her... So guess what will be happening to me the next time i see Cass??

Ha... Now waiting for an anime episode to download finish... Listening to the radio... Ok, maybe i should be random and just type what i am hearing on the radio... I am not afraid to keep on living... I am not afraid to live this world alone... Ok... 2 lines are mroe then enough... i guess i will find something else to do now... See yah people around!!

Crawl. Walk. Run. Fly. Live.

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