Thursday, April 17, 2008

Random Thoughts at a Random Time

Hmm... Sometimes you just know that the possiblities of you ending up with that person you are interested in is so low, but realise that its so much more higher for another person. So what do you concentrate on? Building on something that will probably not work out or something that probably will work out? What if you chose not to work on the one that has the least possiblities but will have ot live with the choice that you chose to do nothign when somethign could be done? What if the things with the lower chances happens? Wouldn't it be happy if you ended up with the one you were interested in? Or sad cause nothing happened at all in the other case?

What if you think the world hates you? Paranoid becomes a common thing. Always wndering what others think of you. Do they hate you? Are they scared of you? Or are they planning something malicious? What are they talking about you behind their back? Backstabbing? Doubts? Disbelief? Distrust? What could be brewing in the mind of the people around you?

What if there was someone very nice to you? And you can't sense any bad thing at all from them? What if you think the person has some feelings for you? And you don't return them back cause you jsut don't think you are ready? And the thing is that it is just thoughts you have that may not be accurate at all? And your religion tells you not to get too involved with non-christians. What do you do? Draw a line and hope that nothing bad comes out from it? Then what's next?

So what would you do if everything comes to you at one go? Do you run away? Or would you face it boldly? Which would you choose to do?

For me? All i know is God will be there to protect and guide me. That should be enough. (:

You haven't learned how to walk if you haven't fell before.

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