Sunday, April 01, 2012

2 Months

It's been a year and 10 months. 2 months more to go, and yet something still feels off. I remember a time i was motivated by promises of a better a future, and the what would be waiting for me as i approached the the end of these 2 years.

With 2 months left and looking back, it has been a tiring journey with many people, some who have left a lasting impression on me. In fact, i appreciate everyone i've met. But looking at what the next 2 months have in stalled doesn't look like there are 2 months left at all.

Sometimes just being that good person, that good soldier that people can rely on is just so tiring, especially when at the end, there's no reward, and another day of whatever looms ahead.

Honestly, i don't see my license happening. I can keep driving, get the required milage, but there just isn't any way to confirm i'll get it in the end.

Better life? Driving license? 2 months away from ORD and i guess it's probably too late anyway.

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