Back again. Already pass the emo phase already. The next phase should be the anger phase, but i'm not going to let myself go there this time. And i hope i will never get to that phase again. Why? Cause i would start blaming the other party instead. Then the next phase will be when i get emo and start blaming myself, only to get back to the anger stage again... Stupid vicious cycle...
Oh well, if my intentions gets mistaken, i guess there's nothing much i can do. Should have been a little more clear perhaps. Hopes everything works out in the end. Argh... Got the urge to start blaming everything but me...
I finally won Minda at bowling again!! Second time i ever beat him. How many times he won me? Erm... Countless?? :x
I need an outlet for my stress... Maybe would start jogging tomorrow, if i can wake up early enough... Got to force myself to start waking up early again...
And my private blog. You won't find it. Even if you did, u can't access it unless i allowed you to. Want to access it? Ask me. And i will see about it. Ask and you shall receive. (:
That's all for now. See yah!
Ha... Ending up in the hospital now doesn't seem like such a bad thing more. Should i purposely just give myself such a major chest trauma and let pneumothorax will recur again? Or should i just push my body to its limits?
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