Friday, April 07, 2006

GIVE ME A BREAK!!!

Hah... Today was a tiring day... I am using the dots again not because i am upset(maybe i am but i am no sure...) but really am tired... Today school was just a drag... but at chinese lesson, chinese teacher scolded Kah Leong... said he will fial if he continues at the rate he is doing work... even thought he didn't find it discouraging(i asked him, he could lie for all i know...) but i did... how could you say such a thing about your student?? Want him to face reality, this is till not the way... why? he just said he may just give up on chinese cause he only need the rest to pass. He is only studying chinese cause he wants to go to a JC... MAN... Does she realised what she have done? We are till growing up and are the age where we are very sensitive, and one wrong move could affect us drastically... Oh well... Who is going care about this anyway? Me perhaps, and maybe you should to...

Also went to AMK Secondary Student Council Investiture today... Saw my friend dancing on stage... It was like :WOW!!! She can dance? I didn't know that... Oh well, didn't see her after that anyway, probably cause she was too busy taking photos or something... their steping down ceremony anyway... Wonder when will be my turn... i am getting very tired of my duties already...

Here is part 2 if the poem or something of that sort:

Cause in the end
The fool will always be me
Forever the one
Who tries too hard
To get things going
It all falls apart
One wrong move
It all falls apart

Why do my works always sound the same? Probably cause i am till growing up... learning the ropes... trying to get the hang of life... Life ain't always fair, but i wish is was, is and always will be... And interestingly, i can give the most logical answers at times for things even thought i am screwed up... ah... the irony of life...

I feel like collasping now... wanna sleep or talk to her... either way i will be happy... even thought it will probably be only short term but it is better than not being happy at all... Too tired to think now... my hands seems so distance from me now... probably the fatigue getting to me... So that's all for today... SEE YAH!!!

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