Sunday, May 24, 2009

I'm trying not to think too much...

I guess there's a reason for every dream we have, or at least those we remember. It usually reflect what we are going through or are thinking about. had dream involving a lecturer, probably cause then i was occupied with work. Had dreams about someone else, probably cause it has been a while since i've felt that way, and will probably be a while before i feel that way again.

Suddenly i realise i don't remember how those feelings felt anymore. I remember dreaming about how it felt, and it felt great, but i can't seem to remember how it feels anymore. Wondering if it's a sad thing or a happy thing now. Sad cause i forgot how it feels to be _____ and be so happy, or happy cause i don't yearn for the to feel that way as much now.

Anyway, on to happier stuff. Went out for lunch with Ben and Jason after church today. Got carried away at the arcade cause we just can't seem to lose... =x So we ended up leaving the arcade late... Hopefully Ben made it back to camp in time... XD

Was thinking about watching a movie at first, but in the end couldn't find something all of us could agree on so ended up LAN instead... Been ages since i've went to a LAN centre... Still as horrible at gaming as i was in the past, not that i'm complaining about it. =x

Won't be in school Thursday morning for a medical checkup. Was thinking how nice it would be if i had company waiting while waiting for my turn, but don't expect my mom to be with me. She would probably complain about how long we have to wait for my turn to see the doctor anyway... I guess i have to make do with what i have with me at the moment... Bring the PSP out of semi retirement? Find a power socket and play something on my computer? Hmm... Attempt to solve a rubic's cube? Ah... Wait till then will i then decide i guess... But no rubic's cube... Brain already saturated from all the information on robots... @.@

Ah... That's probably all for now, better go prepare for tomorrow. See yah.

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