Today's paper was okay i guess, just hope-ing for a decent pass to be able to pass the module. Don't want to retake it again... Will probably just push me too far...

Been in a horrible mood lately. Been wanting to do crazy things. Just try not to ask me too much stuff, i don't want to end up shouting or screaming at somebody...

I'm currently trying to recuperate my body in time for dance sessions. Was under doc orders to rest for the next 2 weeks, but still feel the urge to just go out and run. But i know my body probably cannot take the stress at the moment so kind of stuck doing other non physical stuff...

Maybe it's because of the haze, or some other reason, that chest pains became a more regular thing. Been happening for about 2-3 weeks. Imagine having 3 different types given to you cause the doctor couldn't find what's causing the pain. I'm still amazed that the doc actually gave 3 different types last week when it got quite bad. 1st type: a lotion. 2nd: Pill that are kind of like panadol. 3rd: another pill that has to be taken with another pill to help with some stomach acid thing.

I try not to take any painkillers at home, since i should be fine anyway. Only when it gets tough to endure do i take one. Have yet to try all 3 in a go. Usually either use the lotion or take the panadol like one. Wonder if it will reach the stage where i have to use all 3...

Man... My nose is too sensitive... Can smell the smoke in the air...

I tend to notice the pain when i'm not doing anything that requires much concentration. What's kind of worrying for me is that it's kind of always there, and there seems to be no explaination for it so far... So am i in pain? Yes, just that some times its quite slight, and i tend to ignore the pain as showing it doesn't help much anyway. Kind of getting used to it. Only when it gets worst do i try to find somewhere else to rest.

Let's see... No sports, no extreme things for a while... At least it coincides with this exam period... Am able to study without being distracted by the want to go out, cause i just don't feel like going out with this kind of condition...

So... Is it fun to go to the hospital? No. Is it fun not to follow doc's advice to rest? Yes and no. Yes in the sense that i still do what i want, no in that i suffer after that.

Don't know why i just typed this whole wall of text. I guess i just don't feel like hiding it anymore. Up to you how you want to take it. See yah.