Just Feel Like Blogging...

I just feel like bloggin now, so i wll blog. I plan to change blogskin soon, how soon? I think i left the programming... Should be able to finish in an hour or less if i want to. But do i want to? I keep losing the mood to do after a while so u still have to wait some time... Sorry Adrain. XP


Yesterday in church, i did an activity that was a little different from normal. Normally it will be like lessons on things in the Bible, but this time we are to write a letter to God. It will be then kept for a year before it will be mailed back to us. Someone said that someone that did this activity before cried after seeing the letter a year later. I wonder what my respone will be... That will probably depend on what kind of person i am a year from now... Will i be the same? All I hope for is that i become a better person...

I have been in a daze the past few days... Don't know why. I was also in a daze during my english papers too... and A-maths papers too... Must be my hair getting too long... not... I want to keep long hair... Maybe i am not meant to... Oh well, time will reveal everything...

I am out of the singing competition group already. There is no need to say sorry to me Swee Hao. I know i can't really sing and i just joined because Adrain and Nat pulled me in. So pushing me out is okay... and did i really looked depressed today? Hey, you people were singing songs that got a tinge of sadness and songs touch me very easily, so of course i will look a little depressed. Especially when I start thinking og some of my past... Don't you dare bring it up,. The past is the past.

This is all for now i think... So still next time, have fun!!

Not Sure What To Call It...

Today was one of the rare days i get to get out of my house on a Saturday. No cjoice anyway. Don't want Nat pesterinf me for life for not allowing him to show me around...

I am not sure what to type about now... should i look for a quiz to do? nah... maybe i should just go play some online games... Or maybe i should go disturb some people online... oh well... all i know is that i feel a little lost right now...

Minor update today. So till next time, have fun!!

Update On Life

Let's see... how has i life been the past few days besides all the events... My granma was just sent to an old folks home. My dad's sis finally agreed to pay part of it afetr my dad found out that his sis and his mom were actually sharing an account. And it is no small sum in there... First she only want to pay 150 out of the 700++. Now find out she got money then decides to pay... What nonsense is this? You refuse to pay even for your own mom?? How would you like if some outsider decides to pay everything for you? <--- This was Nat's idea of tormenting her but too bad the matter is resolved, or else he could have done it... scary...

Okay... I am bored so here is another quiz:

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. Ready? Start~!

1.Nat
2.Swee Hao
3.Wei Jin
4.Sammi
5.Maureen
6.Sam Lim
7.Milly
8.Delia
9. Minda
10.Phoebe
11.Calvin
12.Jeanie
13.Lilin
14.Shuwen
15.Guipei
16.Yvonne
17.Rachel
18.Shu Zhen
19.Joanne
20.Jac

How did you meet #14? (Shuwen)
In sec 3 in new class. Probably more blur now then then... XP

What would you do if you never met #1? (Nat)
Erm... My life would be totally different? I won't have someone that i can actually talk to?

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated? (Minda, Jac)
They don't even know each other... It is a different jac from the one in peicai...

Did you ever like #19? (Joanne)
Long time ago. Don't bring up the past.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? (Sam Lim, Rachel)
They are straight and would not date each other...

Describe #3 (Wei Jin)
Lame, funny, lame, and did i mention lame?

Do you think #8 is attractive? (Delia)
Erm... I don't really think anyone is attractive...

Tell me something about #7 (Milly)
Her lack of gentleness? XP

Do you know any of #12's family? (Jeanie)
No... Are you going to kill me Jeanie? *GULP*

What’s #8’s favorites? (Delia)
(Delia please fill in the blanks)_________

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you? (Shu Zhen)
0.0<--- See those eyes? I will probably be too shocked to do anything.

What language does #15 speak? (Gui Pei)
English and chinese. Any more i don't know...

Who is #9 going out with? (Minda)
Erm... How would i know?

How old is #16 now? (Yvonne)
15 going 16 in October

When was the last time you spoke to #13 (Lilin)
Argh... I forgot...

Who is #2's favourite singer/band? (Swee Hao)
I only know the Click 5...

Would you ever date #4? (Sammi)
Only God knows the future...

Would you ever date #7? (Milly)
She will probably opt to beat me up instead...

Is #15 single? (Guipei)
I think so... Or does Shuwen count?

What is #10's last name? (Phoebe)
I dunno... never asked before... cause i just met her online like a month ago...

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11? (Calvin)
0.0 I am straight... and i hope he is too...

What school does #3 go to? (Wei Jin)
Peicai Secondary School

Where does #6 live? (Sam Lim)
Some where in Serangoon?

What's your favourite thing about #5? (Maureen)
The blurness? Very easy to bully one... XP

Have you seen #1 naked? (Nat)
No

END!
Now, 5 people I would like to see doing this would be :
1. You
2. You
3. You
4. And
5. You

Ha... That's all for now... Till next time, See Yah Around!!

Lung Boy Strikes Back

Today had Racial Harmony Day celebration in school. Fun man... I had to mop the area by myself with no one helping... Where were you guys?

Anyway, I had fun with my camera. Taking photos of people, best when they don't even know it. XDSleep Well... XP

Okay... The girls are sad cause my lungs bursted... Not...

Mr sleepy head in a kilt or something. Layman terms: Skirt. Next to him, Maths Genius Kah Leong!!

The two girls dressed as... as... What is it again??

Poh Chun rocking with his instrument the... the... his instrument...

CLASS PHOTO!!! YEAH!!!

Enough photos... the rest next time publish... And now, time for the latest song i just downloaded!!

Hate Me - Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

Ha... don't know why i like this kind of saddening songs... But is nice ok...

That's enough for today. Till next time, SEE YAH AROUND!!

Just Need To Destress A Little...

Studying for Geography now... Very drained... Don't know why... So i am going to do another quiz to destress a little... Happy Birthday to Sammi by the way...

7 things I plan to do before I die:
1. Go round the world
2. Have fun
3. Fulfill my purpose on Earth
4. Be more sociable
5. Sit an aeroplane (Never sat a plane before ok?)
6. Do something that affects the world drastically in a good way
7. Say something to that special someone

7 things I can do:
1. Jump
2. Walk
3. Breathe (MY LUNGS ARE OKAY!!!)
4. Kick
5. Punch
6. Move
7. Type

7 things I cannot do:
1. Walk naked in the streets
2. I cannot sit in a aeroplane at the moment...
3. Turning someone down
4. Pretend nothing is wrong when it obviously is
5. Fly (I am not superman...)
6. Last 24 hours on the computer
7. Commit suicide

7 things that attract me to the opposite sex:
1. Smile
2. Laughter
3. Gentleness (lack of it also counts...)
4. Eyes
5. The way they stare
6. Understanding
7. Able to relate to

7 things that I say most often:
1. Dunno...
2. Don't know...
3. Wah lau...
4. Shit...
5. A**hole...
6. Nevermind...
7. Erm...

7 celebrity crushes:
1. No one
2. No one
3. No one
4. No one
5. No one
6. No one
7. (You if you think you are a celebrity and a girl)

7 people I want to do this:
1. Nat
2. Delia
3. Maureen
4. Sammi
5. Phoebe
6. Your name
7. your name

DONE!!! Time to continue studying... See yah around!! And happy birthday to the birthday girl!!

Yes... Another Quiz Thingey...

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints (WHY NOT??)
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged
4. Start your post with a "I've been tagged" then do this...

I've Been Tagged

Favourites

Favourite colour(s): Green, White
Favourite food: Dim sum, Fried Wanton
Favorite song(s): The Remedy (Jason Mraz), You're Beautiful (James Blunt)
Favourite movie: Final Fantasy Advent Children XP
Favourite sport: Basketball
Favourite day of the week: Sunday
Favourite season: Spring
Favourite ice-cream: Chocolate Mint

Currents

Current mood: Feeling drained... middle of mid-years what...
Current taste: Pear
Current clothes: T-shirt and shorts
Current toenail: Huh? I don't understand
Current time: 9:10pm
Current surroundings: My computer with my table beside it
Current annoyances: Exams...
Current thoughts: Geography paper how? English also how? Nice song this is. (Hate Me by Blue October)

First

First best friends: James (Damn long ago...)
First crush: Forgot name already... Can't help it... It was like 7 years ago okay?
First movie: FLIPPER!!! ( You know the dolphine one? Yeah...)
First lie: "No mom... I didn't watch TV today..."

Lasts

Last cigarette: Can't touch them... Lung problem remember?
Last drink (alcohol): Was that bottled drink brought into class alcoholic?
Last crush: comfidential
Last movie: X-men 3
Last phone call: Rachel
Last CD played: Music CD? Forgot liao... Games? Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne XP

Haves

Have you ever dated your best friend: Nah...
Have you ever broken the law: Does downloading music count?
Have you ever been arrested: Nah...
Have you ever skinny dipped: Nah...
Have you ever been on TV: Almost did, but didn't...
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nah...


5 things you are wearing: Shirt, shorts, undergarments...
4 things you've done today: Eat, Breath, Move, Typed...
3 things you can hear right now: Hate Me by Blue October, My mom doing housework, Me Typing
1 thing you do when you're bored: Read blogs...

my 5!

1. Nat
2. Shu Wen
3. Adrain Chia Min Da
4. Sammi
5. Maureen

Phew... There, I done the quiz already... No more quizes please... It will make me feel very bad if i didn't do when you want me to do... Oh well... That's all for today... See yah around!!!

I Need A Title...

Today was busy... Morning in school for 2 papers... probably social studies going to have some problems as teacher didn't come for at least 2 weeks... Oh well, hope i studied enough...

Than after that, Minda and i went to his house to wait for him to change. His dog damn hyper, keep jumping at me, licking and biting my hands. The first time i entered his room i thought his dog scractching my toe. It is only after it bit my hands a few time then did i know that it was biting my toe... Then we went to bugis looking for some things, bumped in Maureen, Sammi and Lyn, then to Kovan for a 2 rounds of bowling then to Chinatown without SweeHao as he said he got some kind of accident... Now also don't know what happened... Then also saw some people i know but don't know their name as i only the councillor incharge of their class ans couldn't b bother to get to know their names. Man, I sound like some evil person...

At Chinatown, went looking around for costume. All very expensive. Managed to get offer thanks to Minda helping me bargain. From $25 to $22. Price for normal peple is $35, for students $25. Then Minda asked for cheaper then I got $22!! YAY!!! Save $3!!!

At the end of the day, came back very tired... Oh well, at least I did got what i had to get today. NO REGRETS!!! (Maybe there are some regrets but i can't remember them at the moment...) So till next time, live life to the fullest. And Maureen? Watch out... MUAHAHAHAHA...

Feeling The Strain

Man... My chest have been feeling very uncomfortable this past few days... Must be careful already. Can you people help remind me to be careful? Cause i don't want to end up in the hospital until after my exams and another reason i don't feel like saying. Thanks. Maybe I shouldn't have played that little bit of basketball yesterday... I remembered i was accidentaly rammed on the chest... Ironic part was that it was a good move and i was called "The Wall" for a while...

Racial harmony day is coming... Time to start searching for a costume liao... Chinese singing competition was pulled into the group by Minda. And if i didn't go in due to Minda, Nat would have pulled me in... So either way, i have to be sporty... sigh... Look like the guy who can't sing have to learn how to sing... Die already... I don't want to sound like a frog on stage...

HAH... Thats all for now... See you people around!!


I won't give up to my condition. Don't worry about me. I know what is best for me. Remember I said i won't die before writing my will? I will keep my word.

Erm... Erm...

I just felt like blogging but don't really know what to blog about... Let start with stars...

Stars - Switchfoot

Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same

I've been thinkin' maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast and maybe
All my luck's washed down the drain

I've been thinkin' 'bout everyone, everyone you look so lonely
But when I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars
I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself

Stars looking at our planet,
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe startin' to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane

I've been thinkin' 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond our own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Began to look like home

I've been thinkin' 'bout everyone, everyone you look so empty
But when I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars
I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself

Everyone, everyone you feel so lonely
Everyone, ya everyone you feel so empty
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars
I feel like myself
When I look at the stars, the stars
I see someone

I love this song. I don't know why. Guess it just gives me the sense of being alive. Probably the rock feel in the song. And sometimes i related to the song, especially teh first 2 stanzas.

Chinese Sing competition in school again!!! YEAH!!! Onl yif Swee Hao Would participate... He is teh best among all of us in teh class... Nat could also try out... Me? I can't sing, mind you. I don't want any reported cases of death by singing. I could almost imagine this headline: "School wiped out by singing flunk"...

What else i can i talk about? Erm... Nothing? Okay... I am downloading one of my favourite anime episodes like crazy the past few days... Zoids Genesis is what its called... Erm... I keep getting pwned by WeiJin in DotA... Erm... I am going crazy just looking for a present for a friend... Erm... I found out more about my new friend Phoebe in a week than some of my friends in a year... Erm... That is all? Seems to be... Oh yah!! Racial armony day is coming, probably have to go buy costume or rent again like when i was in sec2. I was ugly in that suit. Don't believe me? Take a look at this photo...

Look like some strange kung fu character right? Imagine me playing basketball in that suit cause i did... I got a feeling i looked like some hopping zombie then...


Oh well... Thats all i am going to blog about now. See you people around!!

Turning Point

Curves have turning points. What about us humans? Are we like those line equations? Do we have turning points in our lifes? When was my turning point? I can only see two. Will there be more? I don't know...

The first turning point in my life was when i was baptised. Didn't know i am a Christian? Well, now you know. That was when everything started to get more complicated then what it seems to be. And then everything started to became simple again after talking some time to think about it. What am i talking? I really not sure how to explain...

My second turning point was when i was hpspitalised for a night, or actually a while after that event. It left me thinking: Life could end just like that. Sure my condition wasn't serious but there was a chance it could become very serious. Not everyone around me know something happened to me then as it happened during chinese new year. I decided not to tell anyone that about my condition at my ex-class gathering. They couldn't seem to be interested anyway. I also didn't wanted to spoil the mood. Since life is so fragile, living it to the fullest everyday become like an unspoken promise to myself. See me talking more to people now? That is probably due to this.

Hey, i don't know why am i doing this post today. I honestly don't. Oh well... See yah people around!!