Monday, December 12, 2005

All I Know...

This time I am going to say all I know about what happened at the chalet. It may sound the same from the one Nathaniel had on his blog but I did not copy and paste. This is my recollection of that event that Thursday night.

A few of us went to the arcade after the BBQ. To name some(or maybe all) Nat, Wei jin, Yong Kang, Minda, Yi Ming, Swee Hao and me. Swee hao and yi ming ran off half way to LAN(CS, Warcraft 3). We played till around 10pm when we decided to head back. On our way back, minda got a call from Melvin saying that there is an emergency and head back quickly. On our way back, we met some teachers. We asked them to come over if they got the time. When we got back, some of them were already back discussing about the situation. We found out that four of the girls(Lilin, Lina, Sam Lim and Nurul) were in the other room with four other guys we just met the previous day. The guys brought alcoholic drinks for them the previous day. This time there was no difference.

Somehow the sound of 4 guys with 4 girls in a room with alcohol and cigarettes didn’t sound good. And from the way one of them invited Nat over, it was worrying. Those of us in the other room then started to brainstorm for ideas on how to deal with the situation. Guess Melvin was chose to let it be, but other than him, everyone else was scared. Scared of the possibilities. All that could happen or was waiting to happen flashed before me.(sounds dramatic but that was how I felt) when Jeanie and Melvin and Minda had to go, we decided to do something, we can’t just sit there and worry all day.(night I suppose by then)

Nat decided to call the security while I went to get the teacher we met earlier. Guess life is tough, as the teachers only came slightly earlier than the security. The teachers confronted the girls but they kept saying there wasn’t any guy in the room. One of the teachers then saw the guys hiding in the balcony. And thus the cat was out of the bag. Guess we guys had to act as if we do not know about a thing when the teachers were lecturing the 4 girls.

Sure they know that it was us now, but do they know how we felt? About you girls being in there with alcohol and guys? Sure you can say you are not drunk, but the experience with Weijin the previous day taught me not to take too much chances. You never know when lady luck starts to favor someone else over you. The teachers actually said to the security that they will take of the situation and asked them to go. However, security were called back again to escort the guys out of the room. The girls were sent home by the request of the teachers. Parents were called down to pick them up. And that’s how it ended. Our form teacher wanted to drop by for a while later, but he decided not to. I wonder why.

If the girls read this entry, I am sure they will be unhappy with me. But can I let Nat take everything? What’s done is a combine effort. And I still feel I did the right thing. If anybody got a problem with it can look for me. This is just what I saw and did. Any other views didn’t affect this entry. You can look for any of the people mention blogs by visiting my other friend blogs. If you find me accused of doing something, you know what I did. And I came away clean.

Now that’s a load off my shoulders. And this is probably one of my longest entries. But who cares? Let’s see if anyone is reading this anyway. If any one read this entry, please tag. I don’t care if you want to curse me or what ever after reading this entry. Just tag. You can proceed to read the next section, with is just my feeling about the past few days and my personal experiences.

Now a day, it just seems like God is playing with my heart. Played truth and dare at the class chalet. I may never dare so truth was always my choice. And what questions do they ask? “Who do u like?” “do you still like. …” I an sick of this kind of question!! I am going to ignore how I feel for some people for the moment. Why? BECAUSE I AM AN INMATURED IDIOT!!!! DO YOU PEOPLE GET IT?!?!?!? Now, where was I? Oh, and I keep seeing people that looks like my primary school crush. They look like here but is not her, as their height is totally different.(No offence here) Every time I see her, I get the infatuation feeling, which is my heart start beating extra fast and I get tongue tied. Guess at least I know it is a crush. But God keep letting me see people like her. Guess I saw at least three people like her already… and they are not her. They look the same but are different. Either height wise(no offence), attitude wise(also no offence) or whatever wise(no offence okay?) And one of these look-alikes is in my school. Only thing is that she is younger. Damn dumb that every time I see a look-alike and get pumped up and tongue-tied for nothing. Guess God can be cruel at times but I hope this is for a good purpose.

A friend of mine just got a girlfriend. Not that I m jealous or anything and wanted to write about it. When I said I don’t think I am not ready, he just said I was missing out on something. I only replied that I hope I wasn’t missing out on anything bad. Guess he didn’t hear me as he continued taking about how he is planning to give her a bunch of Burger King Voucher for her birthday… and I guess we became to busy arguing over if it was a good thing to give a girl voucher. I was of course on the side that said it was totally wrong. But never mind. Like I said, I won’t have a girlfriend at the moment. And even I was interested in someone, I will choose to let the feeling to die down. It is painful but the pain will go away, I hope…

Now, this really is the longest entry I have written. My fingers now hurt. Time to end this and start my homework. And I am sorry I didn’t end the previous entry my usual way as I was thinking over about what happened at the chalet. So that all for today. Till next time, stand up for what you think is right, cause no one else can change you’re your thinking besides yourself.

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