Friday, December 09, 2005

Lost?Confused?What am i doing?

Just back from class chalet today... n now i start using the three dots again... had fun, even thought there were time of frustration(i will nver rent bikes from that stall again)... i juz hope everything ended up alright... i want to type about it, but not now... may be later whne everything is settled... just remember if u u looking for someone to blame, it is me... not that i did anything wrong but, u can blame me, i should be able to take it... some people r hurt to a exptent that hurtin them seems to be nothing...

Looks like i m back to my depressing self for a while... need some time to think over some stuff... not i admitting to anything thought... could probably come up with a poem or something like that now but maybe i will share one i wrote today... No title yet thought...

Feeling lost and alone
Even thought i am not
Alone in the corner
No one seems to care
I could disappear for all they know
And no one will realise it

Working in the shadow
Behind everyone's back
Little take notice
Fewer know what am i doing
Left hungry and alone
No one will ever know or care

Closer to the edge than anyone will ever know
Or ever find out
A few more steps
Could mean the end for me
Worst of not knowing
How many more to the edge

Why not back off?
Made the choice to stay
Why not run away?
Running away won't solve them
And thay will always be burden
Mine to mine to bear alone

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