Listen To The Music...

They say the music you listen to shows how you feel. I fell like listen to a this song now:
Walking Away (Craig David)

I'm walking away,
from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better dayI'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong
When it's something
I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well, I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies, and
Well, I don't wanna live my life,
too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights,
I'm sorry to say, lady

I'm walking away,
from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well, I'm so tired, baby
Things you say,
you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room, baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Girl, I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
Coz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise, and
Well, I don't wanna live my life,
too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights,
I'm sorry to say, lady

I'm walking away (now I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life (from the troubles in my life)
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better day
I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life (troubles in my life)
I'm walking away (yeah) (I'm walking away)
Oh, to find a better day

I'm walking away (I'm walking away)
From the troubles in my life
(I've tried to solve you, baby)
I'm walking away
(oh, yeah) (oh, yeah)
Oh, to find a better day
(Oh, I'm gon, I'm gonna find a better day)
I'm walking away (oh, yeah)
From the troubles in my life
(From the troubles in my life, baby)
I'm walking away (yeah) oh,
to find a better day
I'm walking away

Or This Song:
Far Away (Nickelback)

This time,
This place
Misused,
Mistakes
Too long,
Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees,
I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away (So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away (So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing,
'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

HA... Guess you can say i am feeling low now. What's the reason? I' m not sure. I just want to just walk away from everything. Far, far away. See the relation to the songs now? HA... Lauging at myself again... Is that a good or bad sign? Swee Hao's blog is down. Most likely cause he wants to comcentrate on his "O" Levels this year. I am not going to shut down this blog. This place helps me to destress.Straight after school went to the hospital for my checkup. Doctor couldn't explain why the pain happened. "Probably muscular" he said. Meaning: Muscules acting up. OH... SO THAT'S WHY...The painkillers never really worked anyway... so why am i taking them? Probably the illusion that the pain will go away. But it never does. It just comes at the wrong times. Lousey pain in the chest... wish it was just an heart ache but no... it is a lung problem... An heart ache will be so much more easier to handle... althought no painkiller can solve it, it is easier to tune out. Come on, this statement comes with experience, althought i will not like to elaborate. Just take it that i say i have been tuning out a lot of pain all the time. What kind of pain? Up to your imagination...

Got Yong Kang a birthday present yesterday cause today his birthday. He looked touched, like he didn't thought i would take what i said yesterday (that i would get him a present) seriously. Guess what? There is a condition attached to that manga i got him: he have to get me a present. MUAHAHAHA... I am evil... Remember!!! My birthday is on 1st June!!!!

That's all for today... just remember my birthday and get me a present. If you don't want to, just help me oraganise a get together on my birthday and go out and watch a movie or something. I am always most bored on that day. So till next time, stay happy. A reason to? Cause you are not going through what i am going through now, all the lousy crappiness of life...