Possiblities

What do you see when you look into the future? Do you see a stable job? Do you see a partner? Do you see children? Do you see a family? Some of the stuff i was wondering about when i saw Jeanie's blog. Life doesn't always turn out the way we want it to, but its what we make out of it that counts. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. And maybe add a little sugar too.

So what do i see when i look into the future? 1 year back i probably could only think of just getting a job that i would involve helping people, like a social worker or such. Now? I see myself with an engineering job before probably doing something else. And i see a family too. Kids running around. A capable wife. Probably came from a dream a long time back, about 4 months back i guess.

There was once in secondary school i dreamed that i was older and married. My wife in the dream told me she was pregnant, i was so taken aback by that statement i woke up immediately. Just frightened then i guess. If i ever get the same dream again, i don't think i will be so frightened already.

So are we frightened by the future? Scared of what the future holds if we take a certain path? Scared that if the future will end up horrible? Sad? These are only some possibilities. What if it ends up beautiful? Happy? We will never know unless we walk down the path. No matter what the future holds, i know all things will work out fine. It always does. Which will you regret more? Taking or not taking the path? Just some thoughts i was thinking about.

When you look towards the future, do you see obstacles? Do you see the bumps on the road? Ditches? No one said life was going be a smooth ride. Or are you going to always try to find a smoother road? And will that road lead you to same goal you wanted? Every obstacle you overcome brings you closer to your goal. Are you going to give up cause it gets too hard?

Looks like i just came up with something to try to motivate myself to keep going on. Thinking out loud. And the bible once said that God won't tempt us beyond what we can bear.

I'm contemplating not going to school tomorrow. Body is feeling weak for no reason today. Maybe cause today could have been a happy day, but its just a normal day. To see the potential of what things could be, but isn't.

I guess i should still pack my bag for tomorrow. See what happens. See yah.

Happy 4th months if we are still considered together.