Thinking About What Lies Ahead

Lets see... Was thinking about my new year resolutions... What do i want to accomplish this coming year... But first, maybe i should see what happened in 2008, the ups and downs.

2008 (in no particular order, just what comes to mind first)

• Finally started to attend Campus Crusade more regularly
• Got closer to crusade thanks to Restored Camp
• Went into a relationship that i thought would last
• Broke up cause she didn't want to work things out
• But thanks anyway to those who provided me advice, just sorry it didn't turn out the best way
• Friendships strained cause she got close to another friend
• Got closer to DG
• Graduated from Youth and moving on to Young Adults, will miss Pastor Edwin's nagging i guess =x
• Picked up the guitar even though not practicing regularly YET
• Got irritated at some people who say part of the cause is them but yet don't see them doing anything to correct the situation. RESPONSIBILITY is what that is called.
• Used the f-word most times, usually average about 1 or half a year but last year alone was about 6 to 8 i think. Failing relationships can do that to you.
• Burned my finger in the weirdest way possible
• GUNDAM OO!!
• Got PSP
• Learned more about love
• Learned that falling out of love sucks and is totally demoralising
• Learned that a relationship got so many factors to consider, like values, background, religion, culture, point-of-views etc..
  
• When see teacher approaching you for help, RUN IF POSSIBLE
• I need to start training for NAPFA...
• Remember to always scribble something down on the worksheet, can always pass off as attempted but failed =x
• Flying is not possible for humans without technology to help
• NBA is interesting to watch...
• BRING ON OLYMPICS!!
• I wonder if singing can be trained...
• Don't work as a door to door surveyor unless you are good with words.
  
• And try to work with a bigger company if possible, some smaller companies don't really pay in time... T.T
• Still chasing for pay... T.T
• Need money...

So what's the end result of 2008 from all that happened? Hard to say. The last part of the year was painful, but there were some other ups too. If i could rate the what the overall year was like from 0 to 100 with 0 being worst and 100 being best, i guess i would give it a 30. The start of the year was fine, but what's the use of a fine start if the finishing is horrible? Thus i'm giving my year such a low rating. Hopefully it will be better this year.

2009 looks like a year of challenges ahead... Economic crisis... Rising cost of living... Fear of tomorrow... Ah... Such bleak uncertainty ahead... What would you do?

And resolutions for 2009

• PLAY MORE GUITAR!!
• Read bible more often
• Save money regularly (Less on food... T.T)
• Destroy the world Continue walking with God
• Try to contribute more to Crusade? (thinking about)
• Put more effort into homework... Even slightly more would be good...
• Start training for NAPFA
• Complete blogskin... Have to escape people stereotyping me as emo...
• GET MY PAY!!! *Finds trusty knife*
• Think about what i want for my future. Got a few things in mind.
  
• Use basketball more regularly, try shooting with left hand
  
• Pull skates out of retirement if time allows?
• STAY SINGLE (unless some how God shows me otherwise =x)
• Forgive all that have wronged me
• SELF-CONTROL KELVIN, SELF-CONTROL!!
• Improve on last year's horrible rating

This list is just goals for next year. Don't believe in killing myself over not accomplishing them. Just going to give my best to reach for them.

Man... Time flies... It's already 11pm+ already... And i need to wake up early tomorrow cause just took over my dad's job of getting breakfast... Oh well, sooner or later i will have ot end up doing almost everything anyway... See yah next time.