Bitterness

Sometimes i feel i got every reason to be bitter, to be angry with life. Bitter that relationship didn't work out. Bitter that friends forgot about how i felt. Bitter that those around that could do something didn't do anything at all. Bitter that my mom still doesn't really think about what she says before she says it. Bitter that nothing is working out at all. But i choose not to be bitter. I choose not to just close up my heart because of what happened. But its going to be a quite a while before i can love someone properly again.